tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38899892011-08-11T00:22:39.151+08:00fall freely into my thoughts.jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.comBlogger13091100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-8509774516251793702011-06-05T00:11:00.001+08:002011-06-05T00:12:29.067+08:00

it's been so long.i kinda forgot abt this blog.so much running thru my head.so unable to come to terms with the past.i think i need to see a shrink.i havent been happy for awhile now.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-48422371164268479612010-11-12T21:05:00.001+08:002010-11-12T21:06:13.471+08:00

so near yet so far.2 more papers.but exciting things lie ahead.moving out.and going home.cant fucking wait.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-84105894457488805522010-11-06T23:59:00.002+08:002010-11-07T00:09:05.660+08:00

还爱你带一点恨还要时间才能平衡热恋伤痕幻滅重生。。。我知道伤心不能改变什么。

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-75450526488577004372010-11-03T16:49:00.000+08:002010-11-03T16:50:11.508+08:00

i will nvr let you down.i only wish you thought the same as i do.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-46570013154669526292010-10-22T20:26:00.001+08:002010-10-22T20:28:41.300+08:00

1 more week to november.and it's not even warm enough to go out without a jacket.i need to go home.where it's warm and hazy.where i have my fat ass seal for a bolster.i need to go home to people who love me.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-5094165992290377402010-10-14T12:57:00.001+08:002010-10-14T13:00:35.977+08:00

i could use a dreama genieor a wishcan we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-34048580794669406432010-10-13T00:57:00.002+08:002010-10-13T00:58:16.319+08:00

i have this mighty urge to burst into"hey there delilahwhat's it like in new york city?"oh.what the fuck did you do to me?

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-66045737540773216412010-10-08T21:43:00.001+08:002010-10-08T21:44:25.166+08:00

knnbccb.wish i was pregnant/a man.whichever.i dont care.FMLFMLFML.CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-47943465891420844792010-10-05T21:03:00.001+08:002010-10-05T21:05:29.538+08:00

想要有直升机想要和你飞到宇宙去。想要和你融化在一起融化在一起。。。

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-68287932520474987282010-09-15T13:46:00.002+08:002010-09-15T13:47:12.023+08:00

first i crash the car.then i have to pay close to 2k.then they lock my keys in my car when i'm in a hurry.then my car alarms go mad when i start the engine without locking myself in.in a nutshell.FUCK MY LIFE.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-29365224229610584562010-09-11T22:07:00.000+08:002010-09-11T22:08:23.153+08:00

i wanna go home so fucking bad.11 weeks.around.11 weeks more to going home.cant fucking wait.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-76967127587552747752010-08-29T00:44:00.002+08:002010-08-29T00:48:25.970+08:00

so school has started.for 5 weeks now.and in a day wld be me turning 25.not too sure how to feel abt things right now.the only thing i know for sureis thati cant freaking wait to go home.where it's nice and warmand love is everywhere.i need to see my friends and hug them.i need to see people i love.i need to smell the food i love.i need to see the sights i'm familiar with.i cannot stop whining

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-58019154185542254192010-07-09T16:44:00.002+08:002010-07-09T16:49:06.579+08:00

the bf's gone.all he left behind was a praying mantisa pile of clothesand a broken chair.it's not nice to be alone.cant wait for sch to start so there's sth for me to do.2 more full weeks of nothingness.sighs.cant wait to get it over and done with and get the fuck outta here.it's too cold right now for any good feelings.havent been eating muchit's too much hassle to cook for one.the boy said he's

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-28998092405602784092010-05-04T19:09:00.002+08:002010-05-04T19:17:16.228+08:00

i also dont know why i dont blog anymore.ok.maybe i shld.since being back in sydneyit's been madness.moving back to this apartmenttrying to rent out the other room (which is currently still empty)looking for places to moveschool workfighting with the boyfriendmahjong (although MUCH less these days).thereforeamidst all the madnessi havent bothered to blog.it's week 9 in school now.it runs for 13

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-57038192805557035622010-02-18T01:08:00.003+08:002010-02-18T01:42:25.954+08:00

i'm weak (another realization).not in the i-cant-run-a-marathon way (ok that too).but in the i-have-to-hang-onto-my-500-yrs-old-bolster way.sighs.a bag tt's at least 2yrs old, holey and falling apart is the "decision of a lifetime".i took abt 15mins to sign an agreement tt once it's approved for a one-for-one exchangei will nvr see it again.and tt i will have to pick a colour tt's available at tt

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-57500638143493144812010-02-08T03:12:00.004+08:002010-02-08T03:27:31.340+08:00

i realized recently that u dont truly know urself until u're older.here are some things i found out abt myself in the past few years.1. i'm a planner.i have a need to plan things and organize things.trips.experiments.projects.days.2. i'm frank and straightforward.good or bad thingu decide.i do not like beating ard the bush.i do not like to tell people they look good when they dont.3. i'm not

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-53511654585334480122010-02-05T00:35:00.002+08:002010-02-05T00:38:12.495+08:00

10 tops.5 strips of paracetamol.4 sets of pajamas.4 hairclips.3 sets of bras.2 dresses.2 hairbands.2 boxes of contacts.2 rings.2 pairs of earrings.1 pair of shoes.1 pair of glasses.1 pair of shorts.1 set of bikini.1 essential oil burner.i love bkk.but i'm hell broke right now.yay to cny comin' up.wooooooooooooooooooooot.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-63237097090633852172010-01-28T03:44:00.000+08:002010-01-28T03:56:09.727+08:00

honestly.i really dont know how "low" is considered a low in one's life.as far as i'm concerned.this is my new low.oh boy.it's in e red alright.everything in my life have found some mysterious way to go downhill.my relationship is in e hugest shambles i can imagine.well.that is besides not having one.but close enough.my body is fucked.i've been ill with one thing or another for as long as i can

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-4252189607673302882010-01-15T21:50:00.002+08:002010-01-15T22:01:33.670+08:00

for a long time nowi cannot tolerate people who are "animal activists".anti-meat, animal testing and wat not.dude.seriously.if u're seriously an animal activistdo not take any medicines or use any cosmetics/moisturizer/shower foam/shampoo.if u think tt body shop is "against animal testing" pls realize tt that is just a statement.body shop does not do the animal testing.body shop gets another

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-46452124943911791282010-01-02T04:58:00.002+08:002010-01-02T05:42:45.624+08:00

it's 2010.a brand new year with many many challenges ahead.prior to looking forwardwe shld look back and reflect on the past.some thanks.thanks to mom and dad.they've been working hard all their lives and even more so in 2009so that i can go away and further my studies.if i didnt choose to quit my jobthey might be able to not work and live life.i am always guilty abt that.thanks to friends.not

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-38523306654766320192009-12-27T03:41:00.002+08:002009-12-27T03:49:15.878+08:00

yikes.i just heard someone throwing up in their toiletwhich sounds DISGUSTING.omfg.seriously.-gags-i'm pretty sure the joker's drunk.it's almost 4am.haha.funny.been back for like 3 weeks.been horizontal for alot of tt 3 weeks.it's soooooooooooooooo good.to slp in and wake up to pouring rain.then to decide to continue slping.cant bring myself to make much plans lately due to the reason above.i

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-41184244337465776672009-12-21T03:53:00.002+08:002009-12-21T04:00:15.295+08:00

it's 4am.and i'm almost wide awake.which is not good.i'm meeting liz and hera in a few hrs.omg.anyway.just dawned on me tt i'm the only person my age who decided to quit clubbing and lead a boring life.i just chanced upon someone's blog and like EVERY post is filled with pictures of booze and bodies and fake eyelashes and acting chio.gags.seriously.people are od-ing on the falsies man.do it with

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-80595628752272457632009-11-27T01:15:00.002+08:002009-11-27T01:23:44.116+08:00

being a scientistit's hard for me to believe in religions of any sort.especially in jesus and adam and eve.ok.i admit i do not know the bible through and through.not even barely.but i know the gist of adam and eve.like god just made adam.then he realized adam was bored or something.so he made eve for company.and she ate some fruit that she wasnt supposed to and all that.for 1 semester.i've been

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-9237758549129560012009-08-08T01:03:00.003+08:002009-08-08T01:27:07.915+08:00

i really dont know wat is it with some men.i just won 10bucks frm a guy who doesnt believe sth i said.and bet 10bucks on it.it sth ridiculous and mundane.but i know it.and he was so sure abt me being wrong tt he was willing to bet 10bucks on tt.wat a dick.and yes.we know u scoured ikea.and so did i.and because i did.we all know now tt ikea sells bolsters.i'm not a feminist or anything.in facti

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-3248931919009463462009-08-03T23:47:00.002+08:002009-08-03T23:49:53.280+08:00

back in sydney now.wanted to write abt tons of stuff.but by the time i log into blogger i always forget wat i wanna say.i need to carry a notepad and pen around.first night in aussie without the boy.no good.coz it's too cold to be alone.and i cldnt really slp.which made me really tiredand ended up drawing flowers on every page of my lecture notes.napped in the afternoon.bad choice.but i was too

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-22472967664058012412009-07-05T14:06:00.000+08:002009-07-05T14:07:28.073+08:00

all alone in the sunny island i call home.i love home.i love being back.i love the screwed up weather.but sometimes love just aint enough.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-5892379861584418342009-05-27T20:15:00.003+08:002009-05-27T20:22:14.598+08:00

3 mths since i posted.i need to make it a habit to update my blog.just for myself.3mths of being in sydney has been nothing but hate.1. hate the fucking weather.it doesnt stop raining man.and even when it does it's still fucking cold.why man why?why do we have to have winter?roars.it rains like mad.my clothes dont dry.and my fingers and toes are perpetually frozen.i take forever to get ready coz

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-18636706440442901252009-02-17T19:33:00.003+08:002009-02-17T19:46:02.725+08:00

a brand new beginning.which is motherfucking scary.i've burnt my life line for the past close to 3yrs.told them to fuck outta my life.packed up.and flew 8hrs to a corner on this island.aussielia.enrolled in my school.had to pick modules outta a book close to the thickness of yellow pages.which is extremely hard.tt's besides getting lost on the way to sch forthe first time.and asking a trajillion

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-9720395366674735422009-01-11T20:57:00.002+08:002009-01-11T21:03:09.267+08:00

back frm a 10day trip.and before i know iti have to go for flight again.hello.i need my rest can.fuckers working us like mules.but good thing.i got my trip with lizzie coming up.short trip nearby.but good enough.need some sun and sand and sea.and cheap booze.1 more mth till i leave this sunny lil island i love so much.it's real.and it's coming real soon.before i know itit'd be cny.and i'll be off

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-21359170090883420822008-12-29T18:49:00.002+08:002008-12-29T19:01:26.536+08:00

happy new year one and all.i'm gonna be away until 8th jan.way into the new year.gonna be lonely and unloved in coldcold places.tt sucks.2008 is and was a rollercoaster ride.a hell load happened.and well.let's hope nothing much happens in the last 2days of this year.no new year resolution nonsense for me.nth good ever comes out of new year resolutions.i just wanna get my job over and done

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-29504680499366957062008-12-20T17:17:00.002+08:002008-12-20T17:24:08.398+08:00

been stressed up to the max lately.although i'm still sitting at home with nothing much to do.there are a ton of things to be done.my room has been in a mess for the past 6mths.and everyday i say i will pack my room.everyday of the past 6mths.anyway my roster's really packed to the brim.i just touched down earlier at 0012.and i've got a melbourne flight later.at least i've got sth to look forward

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-51573035354365010512008-11-29T22:31:00.000+08:002008-11-29T22:38:25.333+08:00

thanksgiving in nyc is madness.sales starting at 5am.cold.people.people.people.if u're daring enough to mess with the crowdsthe bargains are good shit.still thinking if i shld go out and get tt king sized duvet for 39.99.cheap right????i'll slp on tt first.it's 9am.just had breakfast.gonna check out in the evening.so i have the afternoon to slp and maybe walk 20 blocks to macy's.i'm gonna miss

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-58331331693753001512008-11-06T16:56:00.000+08:002008-11-06T17:13:43.282+08:00

i just had the worse experience with singnet EVER.i used to think their operators are experienced and helpful.but my god.i spoke to this girl.i told her my problemwhich is basically i need to know where to find my wep key to access my own wireless network.she was extremely unclear in her instructions.for exampleshe : go to control panel.click on networks.right click on wireless network.click

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-17251184755715981522008-10-29T15:04:00.000+08:002008-10-29T15:10:50.129+08:00

recently there's this new hype abt euthanasia.i feel very strongly abt this because i did a project on this before.or rathera debate i think.i cant really rem.but i'm all for it.i dont know wat's with people and their strong violent objections towards euthansia.i read in stsomeone said "we should cherish wat god gave us.our lives."so u dont make use of it when it comes to u.not every one can

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-34386167000595027402008-10-05T22:49:00.000+08:002008-10-05T22:54:15.573+08:00

i'm officially a loser.according to sheryl seah.i spend my free weekends at home in front of my pc and my tv.occasionally in bed with a book or my psp.suddenlyi love to work.i cant wait for my LA flight.gonna go bust some cash shopping.h&m at beverly centre.hopefully melrose.and i wanna eat the sushi near seb's place.the seaweed salad rocks balls.almost sucuumbed to a 800+ gucci.almost.phews.i'm

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-61118928418430948022008-09-15T16:21:00.000+08:002008-09-15T19:55:06.146+08:00

been a long time since i did one of this nonsense.just wanna see how things have changed.haha.1. wishing: to strike toto so i dont have to worry abt going to study.2. after this: meeting derrick for meatballs at ikea.3. talking to: myself.4. fetishes: men in uniform.nicely cut abs and biceps.5. some favorite movies: i dont even remember the last show i watched.6. something you're looking forward

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-78214855008054979952008-09-15T16:15:00.000+08:002008-09-15T16:19:39.980+08:00

just came back from la.had a blast.for once i didnt shop in the states.not even target.busy hanging out with seb and the rest hunting for apts.it was like a flippin' holiday.my birthday came and went.had a blast too.drank way too much.partied way too hard.but it was nice.long long time once.actuallyi've been going out too much.my room's a messeverything in my life is pretty much a mess.got almost

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-42199830568763672502008-08-18T14:18:00.000+08:002008-08-18T14:30:28.769+08:00

my first time in milan.many other people's first time.but nobodynobodywants to head out to venice.people nowadays rather head out to the factory outlets.have material things become so impt to us now?does carrying a miumiu or a prada make u a better person than someone who doesnt?i'm flabbergasted.i wish there was more meaning to flying.roars.gonna head to duomo later.tt's the city area of

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-86989003593910759272008-08-05T02:31:00.000+08:002008-08-05T02:37:13.276+08:00

yay!i've got a new keyboard!and a new camera.and a new phone.and a new fucking beginning.(i hope)hooray to tt.grins.hellLA tmr again.gonna get my cosmo.get a new tan.woops.forgot to pack the tanning oil.gonna just soak up the sun and plan for my next LA!been too lazy to blog lately.and i've finally got new photos to post.and i'm too lazy to.raaah.k need to slp now.14hrs of madness tmr.i dont want

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-76049878161004538572008-07-22T01:44:00.000+08:002008-07-22T01:53:19.322+08:00

and so karen chose hank instead.i wonder how it feels to watch the person u love most get married.not to u.but to another person.i bet it hurts so much u'd feel ur heart in ur mouth.i'm glad she chose hank.he loves her.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-11034879400003805962008-07-12T04:20:00.000+08:002008-07-12T04:26:01.839+08:00

it's fouralmostfuckingthirty.i'm not slping.and i just did a hkg turn.definition of superwoman: jeannie.just downed one bottle of my precious liquid gold.somebody tell me where to get mfuckinggd in singapore!!i can only bring back 3 bottles each time.and tt's not goooooooooooooooooood.i know they have it at indochine.but i need a stash at home!anyhows.i'm glad i've got the weekend at home.somehow

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-85062578725170082732008-07-06T05:57:00.000+08:002008-07-06T06:02:56.620+08:00

things are certainly looking up.i'm in a super good mood after tanning in the californian sunboozing for the past 2 nights.just waiting for stupid sharon to wake up so we can go out lunching.the sun's BLAZINGand everyone's in summer mood.how to quit like tt?mun's in bkk.with nic.sulks.i wanna go too.bigger sulk.oh wells.i wanna hurry home.and relive tt night.the very happy night.:]

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-69452397978029644852008-06-28T03:53:00.000+08:002008-06-28T03:56:33.475+08:00

for 10mins of affectioni can give up my soul.for these 10minsi can ignore the fact tt i am not loved.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-58883726326419135082008-06-24T23:05:00.000+08:002008-06-24T23:10:57.123+08:00

back from sausageland.which makes me realize tt i really need a new camera.i haven taken a decent photo since the year began.gotta wait for stupid sebby to come back from watching the euro finals in austria.ccb.how lucky are some people.anyway5hrs of slp in the past 36hrs.i'm afuckingmazing.delaynonsense flightand nonsense slp when i got back.which is why i'm determined to make tonight's slp

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-9074882312789541612008-06-18T21:14:00.000+08:002008-06-18T21:19:13.435+08:00

in my bodyalcohol flows instead of blood.i've had so much to drink in the past 24hrstt i can barely rem how water tastes like.mun and i sat at pageone and read astrology books.it's damn fucking true.virgos need to be needed.they love to be needed.sickbut true.i'm gonna start being into astrology.haha.if i can stop being the typical cynical virgo.deadbeat.i need to slp.for abt 20hrs.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-27458764262222936082008-06-12T20:56:00.000+08:002008-06-12T21:00:05.115+08:00

i was just telling worm abt the cliche saying..you have to know how to love yourself before you can love other people.we concluded tt tt's BULL.you have to be able to love someone else before loving yourself.wholeheartedly.unselfishly.how the hell can you love someone else when you love yourself more if not first.similan la.seethru the mighty long ass conversations we've been havingwe've come up

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-80681588740320738952008-06-10T13:39:00.000+08:002008-06-10T13:45:54.221+08:00

ok.this blog's been neglected for abit while i had fun.somehow i have no photos of the holiday spree i took.thanks to the kapoot camera.but yeah.8days in perth.5days in bangkok.then LA.i conquered the infamous x2.for those who do not know wat's x2.here's a lil insight.an hour in the sun.and i almost died.i swear LA rocks when u have a friend there who's willing to drive you EVERYWHERE.thanks

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-78710143302828379072008-05-15T23:45:00.001+08:002008-05-15T23:59:35.971+08:00

i've got a song stuck in my head."happy birthday to youyou were born in the zoo.your girlfriend's a monkeyhappy birthday to you"while i stood at my window and smokedi heard a bunch of kids singing it.how cute.times when we were still young.anywayi've concluded tt breakups are like jellyfish.seasonal.but once u get stungit'll nvr go away.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-27438225152013242812008-05-14T10:06:00.000+08:002008-05-14T10:10:46.416+08:00

been back from dubai for a couple of days now.things have been weird.i started boozing at a rate tt doesnt even compare to how i boozed in those fairer days.i now have a selection of beers i love.my fave now is no more hoegaarden.step aside and welcomemgd.cafe del mar on sunday night.dempsey on monday night.indochine last night.st james tonight prolly.or just detox tonight?wells.cant wait to go

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-39446418956193707412008-05-06T12:50:00.000+08:002008-05-06T12:54:39.186+08:00

have i mentioned how hot dubai is?i think at the moment it's mid 30s.and it's not even 9 in the morning yet.but the sun's good for tanning.which i did for an hr and a half yesterday.sigh.this flight has started on a very wrong note already.we're all gonna suffer for the next....lemme count5 days.and i cant wait to get homecoz there'd be a pair of yummilicious shoes waiting for me when i get

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-71221929741508656582008-05-04T14:41:00.000+08:002008-05-04T14:45:48.999+08:00

just got back last morning.going off later tonight.gonna be a chillout of a flight later.coz i planned a whole load of nothingness.3 books.1 magazine.ipod.laptop.bikinis.shades.tanning oil.aftersun spray.half a cargo bag of food.gonna get myself a tan.stay in and snack.diy spa.watever.i need to chill out.gonna nap now.awaiting the arrival of my minis.in

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-91095459698015935372008-05-02T13:41:00.000+08:002008-05-02T13:48:11.555+08:00

my last few hours in seoul.the shopping was eyohkay.nothing too massivebesides my 200usd wallet.i nearly succumbed to an iphone.but it's outta stock.phews.almost bought a 700us handbag for the mom.but decided it's not worth it.just an angbao wld be more than sufficient for mommy's day.it's may.officially missed the dateline for enrolling for the unis.can only head over in feb i guess.so i'll get

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-56336683463613004152008-04-22T22:51:00.000+08:002008-04-22T23:20:41.559+08:00

10days.500+ pics.there's only so much i can handle.we started off with a brekkie at mac's.the international life saver.the red square.moscooowww.the famous colourful onions.in sepia.now.in colour.in it's full glory.russian dollllllls.the girlies with the onions.my new cccp headgear.we hopped to ihop.brekkie rocks.ok.i'm lazy.more next time.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-17177513552262581942008-04-22T21:36:00.000+08:002008-04-22T21:37:56.113+08:00

i've been meaning to do sth abt my blog.change the god damn skin.ok.i will do it.by the time i leave for seoul.this blog is way overdue and way boring.gonna put up my houston pics as well.ok.gonna start like NOW.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-22425138309688498882008-04-11T17:15:00.000+08:002008-04-11T17:19:02.366+08:00

i've been drifting in and out of consciousness.slping and waking and slping and waking.after a mad 10days flighti finally got back yesterday.the flight's been such fun.touch down drinktouch down eattouch down drinkand drink and drink.i wonder how much booze we consumed in tt few days.the bunch of us became like a family.it was fun.so nowthe silence is kinda scary.looking forward only to the next

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-82452986524662159212008-03-31T10:44:00.000+08:002008-03-31T11:05:57.162+08:00

i'm bored.i just feel like typing.i think typing/writing is my way of expressing how i feel.just ask the boy how many letters/cards/emails he's got from me.i've been home for a long long time.and i feel like my room is starting to resemble a pig's sty.i said i'd get packing once the boy's away.but i've been occupying myself with endless episodes of taiwanese variety.either ttor i've just been

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-978691837343440962008-03-25T21:09:00.000+08:002008-03-25T21:44:52.936+08:00

home from a week long holiday at the boy's place.in this short 1 weekwe've concluded tt he's a doga piece of shitand a hamster.i had loads of fun though.numerous homecooked meals.cold nights.sunny days.laying in bed reading.totally slacker of a holiday.and we went for the royal easter show.which rocked la.spent a bomb.and now i'm stuck in a dilemma.both unsw and usyd are offering me 2yr

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-88932224920614677512008-03-02T20:24:00.000+08:002008-03-02T20:31:02.407+08:00

the boy's been gone for almost a mth.i'm abt to go mad coz of his lack of internet connection.and the cost of calling his mobile.read.30friggin' cents a min.sigh.so my offers have not come in as i predicted.so i've just been on my ds day in and day out.and watching taiwanese variety nonstop.i've got a large amt of packing to do.sth i said i wld once he's gone.but i still haven gotten ard doing

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-34546780597266935372008-02-23T22:06:00.000+08:002008-02-23T22:21:25.249+08:00

the weather in taipei is screwed up.it's been raining the whole damn day.sigh.shopping's only been soso.everything's fucked upcoz i'm feeling so fucked up.the boy's pretty much settled down under already.got his washing machine earlier.got his wardrobe.cant wait to get home.to see my offer letters.and start working my life out.ogays.that's all for now.going back to my numerous channels of

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-51039568110050213432008-02-12T14:16:00.000+08:002008-02-12T14:28:30.152+08:00

i'm in sydney now.sitting in a computer room.finally the boy's got his apartment.so we'll heading over to check out his place.and setting everything up.hopefully.sighs.lousy valentine's day this is gonna be.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-27318373233278140532008-01-12T10:48:00.000+08:002008-01-12T11:30:18.961+08:00

here are some long awaited photos.xmas bazaar at frankfurt.alr got most of the good pics last yr.so just a photo to prove i was there.the apparently very famous xmas tree in front of rockerfella.if u look really closelyyou'd be able to see the million little balls hanging on the tree.among the millions of people trying to squeeze past me.i manage a photo of myself.all wrapped up in my snow

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-54033138760594536992007-12-11T22:08:00.000+08:002007-12-11T22:20:14.219+08:00

new york new york in winter time.i finally saw snow.wat a bloody sua ku.but it was snowing so so so beautifully in the big apple.drizzles of dandruffs falling.and the winds got caught in our mouths we cld hardly speak.the xmas spirit was all the rage man.rockerfella was bling bling with the xmas tree and the rink.hardly shopped though.now tt i need to save up a massive amt.cant stop thinking bout

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-91752976519388640522007-11-15T13:08:00.000+08:002007-11-15T14:24:02.541+08:00

finally.i'm gonna put up the photos of taipei.took me eons to uploads them and resize them last night i got pissed and decided to play my ds.but ok.i'm gonna get it done.this is out dodgy little hotel room.dodgy is a serious understatement.i was there first.so i snooped ard.check this out man.complimentary condoms boy.eeeks.tell me abt dodgy.after n messages and n phone calls the boy finally

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-33819002607607147472007-10-31T21:53:00.000+08:002007-10-31T22:03:20.588+08:00

i'm back from my holiday.it's damn nonsense to be back.and i have no idea where the boy is.i hope landed alr.but he hasnt texted or called yet.anywaythe trip's been a blast.it's been damn long since we took a break and went away.although the hotel is abit dodgy.or rather damn dodgy.smells funny and is too cold and it's too pornish.but all in allthe trip was bloody good la.worth my 6hrs infront of

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-8200033872854335822007-10-23T09:40:00.000+08:002007-10-23T09:59:49.270+08:00

23rd oct.3 days later at this timei'd be on my way to taipei.i am so not excited.but i know i'd be in time to come.i just have to work laterand tt makes everything crappy.ok so since the last time i blogged.i was in the states and tokyo.my favourite flight.but before tt i had to run a million errands for our dear friend sebastiano.and in returni got my rides to ontario and desert hills.which are

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-27407289529372150892007-10-11T11:21:00.000+08:002007-10-11T11:25:34.937+08:00

ok.it's been almost a mth since i blogged.basicallysince the boy's been backi've been busy hanging out with him.and working.and when i'm free i'd be on my ds.i'd love to post some pictures of wat's been going on for the past mth.but my phone refuse to be detected by my com.and oh.speaking of which.my cpu exploded.god knows why.but it got fixed.and i've got a major craving for

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-70609878107177526382007-09-14T19:08:00.000+08:002007-09-14T19:15:51.484+08:00

ok my hand hurts.my shopping frm taipei was just too heavy.deep heat aint working.and i dont know wat's gonna.the boy's coming home tmr!he's docked somewhere off changi naval base now.retarded huh.it means tt he's actually back but he is not.so i told him to jump off and swim.sighs.one more night of being alone.just one more.i can do it.i've done it for the past 41nights.and i'm still alive.i

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-42772395909518885392007-09-07T22:00:00.000+08:002007-09-07T22:22:43.696+08:00

it's been a really long time since i blogged daily consecutively for more than 2 days.but since i've got no one i can really talk toi talk to whoever who's interested.i realized todayhow much i like talking to people who can hold intelligent conversations.maybe not so much intelligent.more like a proper conversation.like i can say "expletive" and the person wldnt go like "wat?!"or "do you read?"

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-90211685835863078462007-09-06T23:39:00.000+08:002007-09-06T23:49:29.769+08:00

somehow.time is not flying by.it's crawling at the pace of a half dead snail.i learnt alot of things today though.that men are generally gorillas.when it come to agression.and tt men have huge egos.in women we call it pride.and tt men are more often than not the one who causes trouble at most places/scenarios.and of coursethe best selfdefence....run away.as fast as u fucking can.and on another

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-88446923503971076902007-09-05T22:08:00.000+08:002007-09-05T22:13:20.005+08:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.10 more days till my boy comes back.missin' him loads still but i know time's gonna fly.on course tmr and day after.off to perth on sunday.then off to taipei on wed.and then he'll be back on either fri or sat.blame it on my blurness to not recollect wat he said.since i was slping when he called.all i can rem is "baby... by the way i'm coming back on ___"

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-59250847051398527052007-09-02T14:37:00.000+08:002007-09-02T15:01:26.533+08:00

highteaing at regent.and my lil surprise.schweeeet.my girls.who totally rock balls.my boy for the night.grins.i got a cake.BAKED by angel!and a collage she spent the afternoon doing up.i am so fucking loved.;]

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-29118826072294720552007-08-30T02:14:00.000+08:002007-08-30T02:22:33.542+08:00

besides the fact tt the boy's not ardi think i had the nicest birthday for a really long time.angel spent the afternoon baking a cake for meand making a collage.when she's supposed to be doing her project thing.and alene brought me the high tea at the regentand conspired with the boy to send me flowers there.it was sweet sweet sweet la.dinnered with nola.who's another sweetie.sighs.just tt stupid

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-80142232820935822502007-08-28T19:42:00.000+08:002007-08-28T20:05:59.645+08:00

the countdown is down to 18.and it'll def move faster when it reaches 10.or at least when the boy calls.i'm dying.anyhows.i've been saying tt i'm not gonna be shopping and all tt crap.screw all tt.i've decided tt i'm gonna shop tmr between hightea at the regent and dinner.hopefully bust some good cash on some yummy stuff.eh my birthday is comingand i deserve to be nice to myself.i need retail

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-59326414389783996802007-08-25T15:50:00.000+08:002007-08-25T15:53:20.788+08:00

it's been 4 days since i last heard frm the boy.i am dying.i just woke up in dubai.it's fucked up hot.abt 43degrees now i guess.knn.but the aircon here's like free.fucking cold in the hotel.i hate the middle east.i need to go home.suddenlydin tai feng is a delicacy.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-14098519516643075822007-08-15T22:18:00.000+08:002007-08-15T22:22:16.595+08:00

omg.i just got my first birthday present.seriously abit earlybut THANKS MOMMY AND DADDDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.my very first diamonds.wahlau they are damn nice la.at least my mom's got good taste.thank god they're not gold and obiang.it's gonna be a super slack week.got back frm bangkok with lindz.not much pictures to show la.we were too busy shopping or we were just too damn tired.we didnt even

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-45642257472721826062007-08-01T22:00:00.000+08:002007-08-01T22:27:22.897+08:00

i've been seriously busy.was in frankfurt.then in new york.then back to frankfurt.then back to sg.with only 1 day off.and i was in london.and now i finally have a break.so within this 2 weeksi busted like close to 2grand.shopping and eating and shopping and eating.like seriously.i LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE nyc.the city is BUSTLING.honestly.f.r.i.e.n.d.s doesnt do justice to how lovely nyc is.so i've

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-80140711509838839612007-07-16T15:30:00.000+08:002007-07-16T15:37:43.059+08:00

it's been 2 weeks since i last blogged.it's still same ol' same ol'.had my stupid training.had my training flight.it's a wicked vicious cycle man.met pearl in melby.and she attempted to make me eat rabbit meat while she devoured them.i didnt.she's the monster.and she brought me to pretty places selling pretty things.although i'm not supposed to shop for a mth.i bought a pair of jeans at 39.95

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-23865948914790147752007-07-01T21:39:00.000+08:002007-07-01T21:54:53.410+08:00

brand new mth.brand new nonsense.everyone is talking abt 7% gst.like come on la.u knew it was coming wat.not like the govt told u yesterday tt it's gonna increase.relax la.and the smoking ban in clubs/pubs/bars/watever nonsense.like come on la.u knew it wat.relax la.wtf is wrong with people getting so hyped up abt old news anyway.blah.my weeks has been badbadbad.my shanghai flight was

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-65759106506898985832007-06-16T21:35:00.000+08:002007-06-16T21:39:53.115+08:00

i'm sick.i've been since tuesday.i think i have dengue.i just need to wait for the blood test results to be out.and i got a long flight tmr.knn.i'm dead la.i dont wanna take anymore mcs.so i have to go for my stupid christchurch flight.and hope tt the dengueness goes away.i even saw a doc in beijing.believe it or not man.it's a uber cool clinic la.with docs of all nationalities.and thank god the

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-37867398741941795752007-06-11T16:23:00.000+08:002007-06-11T16:26:27.150+08:00

i'm gonna start a new blog.it's gonna be called www.uglysingaporeans.xxxxx.comi will start looking for a suitable host.and start blogging abt the nonsense i see day in day out.or rather.www.uglypeople.sthsthsth.coz people in the world are generally mad.i'm friggin' pissed la.

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-57251808684172504262007-06-08T01:24:00.000+08:002007-06-08T02:36:03.749+08:00

i'm finally back.from a crazy madness trip.4full flights in 7 days.myfuckinggod.every single day of madness.so with my humble n70 camerai pictorialized my 7days from singapore to japan to lax to japan.my starving self brought me to a vending machine and i bought this.105secs after pressing the button.this is wat fell into the hole.fried chicken!they are yums!and a readymade salad with fantastic

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-68896707427760456662007-05-30T12:38:00.000+08:002007-05-30T13:07:17.298+08:00

wat shall we have for lunch dammmmmit..........

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-39287680799292077092007-05-23T12:56:00.000+08:002007-05-23T13:00:51.557+08:00

i love the rain.it washes everything away.and make everything calm and clean.or depressing.but for me todayit's the former.the only time i hate the rain is when i'm all dressed up.in heels or in uniform.my leave has been a blast.i was with the boy almost the entire time.just spending time tgt.the kind tt is hard to have.and a night at rasa sentosa.oh god.who says singapore doesnt have a romantic

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-56570101331769875932007-05-18T14:10:00.000+08:002007-05-18T14:16:08.143+08:00

i'm back from athens!beautiful place.loads of history.blue sea and blue sky.i'll post the pictures soon once i get them sorted out.besides the beauty of tt placethere's nth else i like abt athens.the food there sucks.i told the boy tt they serve penis meat coz they're all so god damn hard.and dry.basically if u whack the meat against any metal u'd hear a "tingtingting" sound.the people there are

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-81394354702643420552007-05-07T17:52:00.000+08:002007-05-07T18:21:11.769+08:00

it's been more than half a year since i changed the look of my blog.and nowit's nice and yummy.i've updated all the links where most were obselete and non existent.and to add to my new looki've got a new shopping list.samsung d840 (it's in the uk and in aussie.it has to be here sometime soon.)a new digital camera.a polaroid camera.a new lappy.a psp.the white/gold/white web gucci belt with bamboo

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-17116364689291535132007-05-02T01:55:00.000+08:002007-05-02T01:59:41.260+08:00

i think i'm in love with manchester.i love love loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the baked potatoes sold on the streets.i loveee primark since i'm sucha cheapskate.and it's the hugest primark i ever been to.haven been to the oxford street one in london though.but ya.i loveeeeeeee the m&s being so damn near.and paperchase.oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.anyway.yes.i just got back frm manchester.and going

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-70116100260361647552007-04-22T11:55:00.000+08:002007-04-22T12:06:53.906+08:00

it's been almost a mth since i blogged.god.anyhows.i've been busy doing zilch as usual.nth much's been interested.besides the fact tt i did a flight with liz and hera.the rest are like blahblahblah.exceptionally bad was yesterday's canton turn.motherfuckers of the world united on my flight.all the middle easterners.worse flight of my life as yet la.fuck if they complain.i dont give a hoot

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-77572149027313380482007-03-29T11:39:00.000+08:002007-03-29T13:32:58.653+08:00

it's been a long long long time since i posted any photos.so here goes.we spent our last moments of 06 and the first of 07 in batam.and here we are on our way on the penguin.and we got confused when we reached the port.aint too sure how to get to our hotel.we eventually did.and went out for nasi padang.and got conned.this cost us 20odd bucks.and this is my boy when i enjoyed my breakfast.wtf is

jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05637488683341644398noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3889989.post-64967018010567730342007-03-20T13:14:00.000+08:002007-03-20T13:27:48.194+08:00

just got back from melbourne.i swear i hate cold weather.i didnt even have the mood to shop coz it's too cold.anyway.the weekend's been short and pathetic.i spent half a day with my boy before i had to go work.sobs.cant wait to get to seoul.and come back.then i'll have the weekend with him.and then to male.and then i'm on leave.it's yippee yay yay!cant wait to be in bed 24 7 with nothing to care

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happy birthday angel.i seriously think it's time we stop announcing our ages on our blogs.we used to be like " oh happy 18th/19th/xxxth".but i really think tt we're growing old.how time flies.we celebrated each other's 14th birthday until now.not many people come into my life and stay for sucha mighty long time.so i love u all.u know who u are.anyway.i've been busy.my weekends are totally devoted

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i hate pink flowers.i know i'd loved the red roses baby ordered.but screw fareastflora for sending me pink flowers.bullshit.

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i've got a nasty huge ulcer at the back of my throat.my nose wldnt stop running.either tt or it's clogged.and my ear are filled with liquid (according to the doc).i've got 4days mc straight.beat tt man.i cant fly coz of my blocked eyes.we dont want any eyeballs popping out due to the pressure do we?so now i'm bored outta my wits coz the boy's in camp.and i'm feeling too lazy to go

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i had the worse experience in the past 2 weeks.i got no valentine's day flowers because far east flora cocked up.and they didnt get back to the poor boy until i called and called.and until nowthey still haven got an explanation.so screw them.and when i was really pissed with the boyi got even more pissed when we went for dinner at some mussels place at vivo.the word mussels is in their shop

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happy valentine's day my loves.

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ok.it's been awhile as usual.i hardly have the time to sit down and blog anymore.but now tt i'm on leaveit's a totally different story.i'm determined to clean up my messin my room.and make it for cny.i spent half an hr rearranging my earrings.and i still have more strewn abt the room.i buy too many earrings.anywaythe past few times i was at workit's been crazy.one time we were delayed

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wat's up with the wind these days?and if anyone noticedthe sun sets really late these days too.these days have been real tough.there's been alot going on.and kudos to those who sent their love.so there's the mun issue.i miss her.occasionally.especially when i need to pick up the phone and irritate someonei realize tt she's not ard.and tt sucks.but i will see her soon!oh yeah.ttfn.

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thank you for sticking ard.i love you.

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the one thing tt prevented yesterday from being the worse day of my lifeis tt my boyfriend didnt breakup with me.if somewat coincidentally he didi wld make a perfect mediacorp sob story.but anyway.i cant stop crying whenever i have to talk abt it.so best thing is whoever knows wat happeneddont ask.if i've got news i'll let u know.and plsi wld love to have it kept among us for now.but oh

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i stayed up until 515am yesterday watching sex and the city.and i started at 1030pm.it's almost 430am now.and i'm still at it.watching this fucking addictive show is turning me putty.i became an emotional quadripelgic from an emotional cripple.my poor boy is getting shit from this.msgs in between play button and stop button.phone calls at 5am.i think he hates this show alr.but noooooooooooo.he

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i never knew i cld miss someone this much.so when i was all alone on the comfy-iest bed in frankfurti was very very alone.i missed the world.the boy.the girls.home.i think i might leave my job as soon as the bond is over.my life sucks.and the only thing tt's keeping me aliveisthe boy.yup.i kinda have to worship him.not my choice though,

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