it's been so long.
i kinda forgot abt this blog.
so much running thru my head.
so unable to come to terms with the past.
i think i need to see a shrink.
i havent been happy for awhile now.
so near yet so far.
2 more papers.
but exciting things lie ahead.
moving out.
and going home.
cant fucking wait.
还爱你
带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
幻滅重生。。。
我知道伤心不能改变什么。
i will nvr let you down.
i only wish you thought the same as i do.
1 more week to november.
and it's not even warm enough to go out without a jacket.
i need to go home.
where it's warm and hazy.
where i have my fat ass seal for a bolster.
i need to go home to people who love me.