across oceans and over skies.

oh well.it's coming 10.am.i'm awake.
all ready to get the studying done.
well.
whether u wanted the fone baq or not.i've already given it baq.
so fuck it.
grinz.
i miss.i miss.i miss.
miss who?
heez.

i'm free.
she wanted the fone.i gave it baq.
i might as well give the watch n the ring baq.
material stuff are not impt to me.
i'm juz happy with who i'm ard now.
so happy.
oh well.
eileen.i do hope u find ur own happiness too.seriously.
but be happy for me tt i'm happy now.

i find -antiguys- so amusing.making me laff my head off.
well.am so bored at home.supposed to be studying.
but i think i need a fag.waiting for him to come over.
study tgt.
since today is a ph.
it's gonna be packed everywhere outside.
so.we decided to stay home.
tmr's the paper.
screw it man.

to eileen. . .
i read the profile.
doesnt mean much to me.

anywayz.i juz got home.
so tired.had a horrible morning.
i dun wanna talk abt it man.
so sorry to wake U up.
u noe who u are.
but i was really scared.heez.
met justin,calvyn,gabe and him at sch.
ate.well.they ate.
fagged.
went to lib.
and there was ZERO space.
so.
off we went to novena.
stupid gabe brought us the wrong way.
he kenna whacked.haha.
so funny.
got to novena.
spinelli's.
studied.fagged.ate.laffed.talked.
-dreamz-

well.i got my keys back.
so.
watever.

fucker.i want my keys back.
u forced me to the corner to hate u.
i'm not sorry anymore.
pls fuck off.

by the way.
in my blog.
i dun put things for pple to see.
in da sense tt.
i juz type how i feel.
i dun care how pple see me.
if u see me as a bitch.
den fine.
by all means.
if u see me as a cold-hearted asshole.
i'm fine with it too.
coz.
if u dont noe me.
i dun give a hoot abt wat u say.

WOW
i've nvr seen so many comments on my blog b4.
i juz wanna say thank you to all tt cared to leave a lil sth.
well.
i noe it's been 16mths.
but.let me tell u.
unhappiness overtook happiness in this 16mths.
yes.i admit.there were times tt were great.
but i see it all as good memories now.
the hurt.will always be there.always.
and again.i admit.i hurt her too.
there's nothing i can say besides sorry.
i wanna live my life the way i want it.
and pls.
dun try to stop me.
yes.mayb i'm immature.
so.let me do this MY way.
even if there wasnt someone there for me.
i can be sure that i'll still get out of the rs.
i need my own life.
i really wanna be happy.
pls.all u pple.who bother reading all the crap in this blog.
respect me.

it's a new beginning for jeannie.
i'm single now.
i'm happy.
guess all will be happy for me too.
juz wanna say sorry to eileen.
i noe i'm a bitch.
i juz want myself to be happy.
i'm putting my happiness before anything now.
i hope you can respect me.
i've gotta study.
tataz.