across oceans and over skies.

this is one day i got home the lastest for a long long time.
i cant believe i'm gonna start working soon
and my mom is still at my back abt coming home late.
things are so gonna change soon.
anyway today was great.
and great is just an understatement.
firstly peter ended sch early.
he came over and started packing like crazy for me.
shopping next.
followed by a yummilicious dinner.
totally orgasmic.
and chilled at a pub.
the time we spent tgt was fantastic.
i enjoyed myself totally.
and i hope he feels the same way too.
anyway.
beaching tmr again!
i love the idea of beaching everyweek.
kicks ass.
happy bday queenie quek!!

yesterday i was just talking abt not needing a financial planner.
now
the story is totally different.
talking abt cpf and income tax.
and getting a car at the end of the year.
i wonder if tt is possible at all.
hopefully by the end of the year i wld've gotten my class 3 license.
apparently peter's not very keen on the class 2b.
-bleahhhh-
my abs and my neck is aching so bad.
nvr had i felt such strains in my body man.
i need a total change of lifestyle.
i need to pack my room and probably refurnish it.
i'm a fucking procrastinator when it comes to packing.
it's just not my forte la.
peter was saying tt we'd have loads of conflicts if we stayed tgt.
-sniggers-
loads of changes to be made.
tons of apparel to be bought.
prolly be shopping everyday.
thank god hell only comes in july.
i've got 3 more precious weeks to do the things i have to do.

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we amore-d today!
i am so damn glad we went.
the intructor is hot stuff.
japanese looking thang.
-whistles-
anyhows.
worm told me there's no sweating of any sort.
but we left the place sweating like crazy.
pilates is no joke alrite.
dont think tt pilates is some pussy shit girls do.
it's workout for goodness sake.
felt damn good after tt.
at least before i ate like a pig.
chilled with alene for abit.
and met an old old friend for lunch later on.
finally got to eat my cha soba.
damn good stuff.
i hope i'd be able to afford it myself next time.
-smirks-
met peter later.
and all was good.
it was fantastic in fact.
we've got so much to talk abt.
we talked for hrs.
and there was more to come.
but it was getting late.
enjoyed myself totally
just sitting down and talking.
although i was supporting the growth of 8723918045 mosquitoes with my blood.
round2 of my interview tmr.
i dunnoe if i wanna get the job.
sighs.
still rather aimless.
so tmr's interview will help me decide.
and mun wld get her moet
worm wld get her brazilian wax
eh angel wat u want sial?
tt's if i get the job.
-hees-
peter will just get a dye job by me.
hahaha.

half of my wardrobe is lying on my bed.
the other half is still in the wardrobe.
i'm supposed to be packing.
but i'm lazy alr.
i need some motivation.
i'm bored outta my wits
and i believe i can do another 298738259322 of these lame ass questionaires.
i'm outta fags.
i'm craving for molten chocolate.
and i'm dying to be with peter.
how now?
think i'll go shower first.
and decide on wat i wanna do next.

1. SCHOOLS YOU ATTENDED?
st. matthews kindergarden.zhangde primary sch.crescent girls' sch.tampines junior college.ngee ann poly.
2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
a picture of peter and i.sweets.
3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
no.slpt ard 3 and woke up ard 9 in the morning.;]
4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
shit.am i gonna be late?wat if he din go to sch?
5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
tissue.phones.
6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEALS?
i dont try.it just happens.i dont wake up early enuff for breakfast.and i have eat inbetween meals alot.
7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
depending la.fries of course fried right?otah of course grilled right?-rolls eyes-
8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE TO OTHERS?
my fucked up attitude when i hardly know you.
9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
only if the place is unfamiliar.
10. FAVOURITE HANGOUT?
mun's place.there's booze all the time.and smoking is allowed.hurs.
11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
realistically.air.water.food.not so realistically.love.friends.cigerattes.
12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
a trip for 2 to koh samui.then champagne and strawberries and cream at nab.
13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPY?
adam sandler.grow old with you.
14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
cockcroaches.my loved ones not loving me anymore.
15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
can be either one.depending on the candidate.
16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
jean.chooya.duck.baby.
17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME?
i dont have an ang moh dad.
18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCH?
i have no idea.it's been mths since i last caught a movie.oh.no.i watched some show on the cruise.cant rem the title.
19. INVISIBLE FOR A DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
steal alot of cash.-smirks-
20. STUCK ON A DESERT ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
strawberries and cream.
21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
the australian one.the siew fen cannot stand.super nice song.
22. IF YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW, WHAT WILL YOU DO?
wat can i do if i'm gonna die?k la.i'd spend the whole day in bed with my partner.
23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
my lappy.
24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
dark brown.
25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING?
phone.keys.cigs.fire starting device.cash.atm card.id.
26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
a grown up.
27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7 AM?
i hardly see the clock turn 7am.
28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET?blue with white stripes.or white with blue stripes?shits.
29. WHO U WANT TO MEET?
my future husband.
30. HOW'S LIFE?
great.

i'm dying to club.
the supposed thumper party today is off.
if it's just mun and i
i think i'd die.
haha.
anyway
it's really sick how i've seen mun consecutively for 8 or 9 days.
yucks.
hahaha.
everyday is going by slowly coz i'm jobless
everyday is spent lazing alot at home
procrastinating.
i've got a ton of things to do at home.
but i'm always sitting at the com or lying in bed.
finally alene and i decided on amore tmr.
i hope we really go.
meeting an old friend for lunch tmr.
haven met up with her for a year or sth.
exciting.
oh wells.
i hope dinner tonight wld be on.
if not i'm gonna be really bored.
and i'd be made to do crunches.
-sulks-

everytime i look at you
and i'm given the most beautiful smiles
i feel like this is all worthwhile.

sunny sunny saturday afternoon.
spent lying in the sun.
3 of us shared a mat and a towel.
in the hustle and bustle of sunsetbay.
we smeared beautiful bodies with oil and whiskey.
checking out hot bodies with our shades on.
it was bliss.
fuck that it was crowded
there were queues everywhere
the toilets were icky and smelly.
it's fantastic to be nicely bronzed at the end of the day.
exhausted and starving.
with 2 of the loves of my life.
and we decided to have a bbq.
just the 3 of us.
bliss.
bliss.
bliss.
to be sitting on somebody's lawn.
having a quiet bbq in the night.
having a fag in one hand
and a fork with crab meat in the other.
i'm starting to love life like that alot.
i guess today wld be rather similar.
i think i'll be made to swim.
and no matter how much i hate to
i'd still try.
coz according to someone
i'm fat.
more bbqs and steamboats pls!