across oceans and over skies.

i am sick.
and my darling has been missing in action for the past 15mins.
he's not taking care of me.
-sulks-
my eyes are puffy.
and my nose is running like mad.
i need to be in his arms.
so where the hell is he?
i'm done with watever i've copied from reb's.
and he's still missing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~#~#@!$#!%$#^%@$

Se7en things that scare me:
1. lizards.
2. getting lost in an unfamilar place.
3. horror movies.
4. birds.
5. being alone (sometimes la.)
6. people who talk to themselves.
7. getting caught.

Se7en things I like the most about me:
1. the brains i have.
2. my height.
3. my ability to laugh out loud without a care in the world.
4. my love for eating.
5. being able to talk nonstop for hours.
6. my bank account at the end of every mth.
7. my partner.

Se7en most important things in my room:
1. lappy.
2. comforter.
3. bed.
4. clothes.
5. the windows.
6. the door.
7. curtains.

Se7en things I plan to do before I die:
1. see snow.
2. get married.
3. go sky diving.
4. drive a mazda rx8 at 180km/h
5. buy my own flat.
6. keep a husky.
7. sail the oceans in a private yatch.

Se7en things I can do:
1. whine like a baby.
2. listen and talk at the same time.
3. start a bbq fire.
4. make a mess out of nothing.
5. cook some decent food.
6. smile at someone with the sweetest smile and make their day.
7. be the sweetest person anyone has ever known.

Se7en things I can't do:
1. stop smoking.
2. cycle well.
3. swim.
4. stop loving my boy.
5. tolerate my mom's nonsense.
6. control my temper.
7. stop complaining.

Se7en things I say the most:
1. i love you.
2. hi.this is jeannie from scimed.
3. cancancan.no problem.
4. please darling please.....
5. fuck u la.
6. yayyyyy.
7. i'm sick.

Se7en celeb crushes:
1. edison chen.
2. sammi cheng.
3. daniel wu.
4. rebecca tan.
5. paris. (eh her bod is hot alrite)
6. tiger woods.
7. jennifer aniston.

the idea of moving out is crossing my mind more often than ever.
i cant even come home after work
when i alr feel sick and have some good slp.
i feel like i'm denied the simplest thing home can give.
well
it can la.
only when there's no one at home.
i love home.
only when it's empty.
i love the silence at home
on the buzzing of the fan
and the sound of msn on my lappy.
i love the way my bed feels.
i love the mess in my room.
i cant remember the number of times i've complained abt this.
but yeah.
the problem doesnt seem to be going away
even though i stuff my mom with some cash every mth.
and she doesnt need to give me allowance.
this shit is still happening.
i know i shldnt let this affect me
but it is!
help peeps.

it's been awhile since i blogged.
rather untypical of me.
but it's been a mad weekend.
basically i ended work late on friday.
rushed home in a colleague's car.
changed packed and rushed out to holland v to get a gift from an ex-classmate.
rushed to darling's place and napped till midnight.
played mj with his friends till 5+ in the morning.
slpt till 7.
and rushed out to meet my colleague to send me to jurong east.
where we met the rest of the kukup gang.
den we set off to the land across the bridge.
it was fun there.
the was a constant supply of food.
we nvr went hungry.
we played with fireworks.
those that can nvr be found in singapore.
we talked alot of nonsense.
and well.
it was a rather short trip but it was nice.
will upload the pics soon.
gonna be a lousy month.
i cant wait for it to end.