across oceans and over skies.

there's a thousand things i ought to be sorry for.
but you'll tell me not to say sorry.
i din mean to spoil your day.
i din mean to lose my temper at you.
i din mean to lash out my feelings at you.
i din mean to be demanding.
i din mean to be a bitch.
i din mean to appear such an emotional cripple.
i'm sorry for all the above.
i'm glad we talked though.
brings us closer tgt.
we'll nvr forget this i'm sure.
but we'll get over it and let good times take over.
when i see u in the morning.
i'll hug you.
and kiss you.
and tell you that i love you.
that.
will nvr change.

i really wonder how long can i go on being a hypocrite at work.
scenario:
angmoh from new york comes barging in early in the morning.
everyone gets busy working at an amazing rate.
supervisor doesnt appear till 1130.
and when he does.
omfg.
already all hell has broken loose.
he.
does not lift a finger.
tt's fine by me.
u're the supervisor.
but wells.
starts licking angmoh from new york's ass.
goodness.
and it's madness all the way till 530.
and i'm supposed to knock off at 515.
do i love being a hypocrite.
-rolls eyes-

work was so hectic i din even have time to update my work blog.
watched shrek II.
it so kicks ass boy.
the dra-key babies or don-gon babies are so so damn cute.
gonna get the toy.
haha to whoever watched shrek II and missed the last-est bit.
heehee.
ok.
i'm so shagged i think i'm going to bed.
i love today.
was a great day.
although work was hell.
time spent with my honey was extremely quality.
tt's wat matters the most.
sucha cold night.
wat i need is a warmer cuddling me to slp.
-dreams-

back at work now.
feeling much better.
hee.
thanx to all those who cares.
results are out.
and yay!!
i passed everything.
waiting for desmond to come meet us.
to go lunch tgt.
yayyy!!!
i cant wait to eat!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

my 3rd post for today.
yay.
spent a bomb grocery shopping today.
majority of the cash went to buying evening primrose oil.
sup to help lessen the cramps during the period.
gonna try it.
it makes the skin better too.
not bad huh.
and i'm so tired.
shall go to bed now.
another day of madness tmr.
crap.
honey's not home.
i wanna talk to him.
-sulks-
-pouts-
-sticks out tongue-

there's sth quite wrong with my com.
the colours look abt wierd.
-coughs-
mum just got back and went lyk.
mum:y so smoky the room?
me:-looking away- huh?got meh?
mum:yah.lyk cigarettes.
me:orh.no la.i lighted the scented incense just now.
mum:still smells lyk cigarettes.
me:-changing the topic- i want to eat.
etc etc.
wth.
ok anywayz.
am off to dinner.
and mayb some grocery shopping.
it's mambo night tonight.
and i'm gonna be home.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

i miss my baby.

saw a doc yest.
the temp was 38.5.
so i've decided to stay home.
nth to do at home.
bored lyk fuck.
sighs.
dunnoe how's honey.
din reply my msg.
-sulks-
i feel icky.
but i dun wanna shower.
i'm lazy.
i wanna eat chicken rice!!!!!!
-pouts-
sighs.

i'm having a backache.
a headache.
and a slight fever.
and i'm at work.
hurs.
coz i tot if i stayed at home it's gonna be so fucking boring.
mum was quite worried tt she wanted to send me to the hospital.
arrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhh.
if i dun feel ok later i'm going home.
and the supervisors are right outside the lab.
better get my ass to work.

honeybunnie.
come find me when u're free k?
hugs.

the monday blues are back.
time wasting at work.
great.
met the ever-so-famous stratford guy.
extremely woman-ish.
and oh-my-goodnessly blah looking.
still tot i'd get to see some hunka hunka mania.
but oh wells.
gonna read my book.
btw.
good luck seah liwen sheryl!!!

1. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
white boxers with pink stripes.

2. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
right now?nothing.send me square room anyone?

3. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
kuay chap at mun's plc.

4. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
no.i love looking at them though.but i do wish when i see a shooting star.

5. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
red.or orange.or black.

6. WHAT'S THE DUMBEST THING YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE DRUNK?
er.cry.hurs.

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
hot lyk fuck.

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my honey.

9. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
alrite.

10. FAVORITE DRINK?
lemon tea.the cup kind.

11. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
it's lambo at the mo.but the all time fave is vodka lime.

12. FAVORITE SPORT?
volleyball at the beach.

13. HAIR COLOR?
brownish.copperish.

14. EYE COLOR?
brown.

15. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
yes.

16. SIBLINGS?
none.

17. FAVORITE MONTH?
any mth with a holiday.or valentine's day.or my bday.haha.

18. FAVORITE FOOD?
potatoes.chocolate.kuay chap.etc.etc.etc.

19. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
troy.

20. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
christmas.new year.valentine's day.my bday.hahaha.

21. WHAT DO YOU DO TO VENT ANGER?
myself.

22. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
barbie doll and playdough.

23. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer.

25. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate.

26. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
with my parents.

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
yesterday.hurs.

28. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
work.slp at home.sos-ed.

29. FAVORITE SMELLS?
my honey's smell.not the sweaty smell though.

30. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
pple ard me.

31. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
losing my loved ones.

32. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN?
buttered and salted or honeyed.

33. FAVORITE CAR?
any 2 doors hardtop.

34. FAVORITE FLOWER?
blood red roses.

35. NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
3.

36. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
no way.

37. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
fri.sat.sun.

38. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU CLUBBED AT??
zouk.

39. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
had a paper.and had lunch.

40. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO DO ON YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
anything with pple i love.

so i ended up at home.
but i'll prolly drop by mun's plc to pass her back her camera.
fucking bored.
sighs.
my chocolate bar is depleting.
and i just ate an ice cream cone.
had herbal chicken.
and pasta.
er.
gym anyone?

i'm feeling so shagged everynight when i get back.
i just flop onto bed and slp.
anywayz.
had a nice dinner at a nice plc on mun's bday.
"the secret garden".
quite a lame name.
but great chill out.
sat din start out too well.
but it got better as the day went by.
no matter wat.
my honey noes me the best.
hee.
he noes it when i'm really pissed or just fakin' it.
sos-ed with him and the guys.
felix's bday.
HAPPY BDAY BOY!
as if he'll see this.
got home super early.
and slpt.
meeting niki natasha later.
cant wait man.
haven talked to her in a long long time.
beams

today is missing honey day.
coz i dun think i'll be meeting u.
but u'll nvr leave my mind.