across oceans and over skies.

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now :
-taking a shower and lying in bed.
-project.
-my baby.wondering if he's home yet.
-the tentative meeting with my girlies tmr.
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought :
-carton of milk from ntuc.
-laksa and drink from hv.
-ream of paper from the co-op.
-heh mee frm canteen 3.
Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink :
-green tea.
-crysanthenum tea.
-lemon tea.
-tea.
i do take alot of tea dont i.hurs.
Name Four People You Call Most Often:
-honey.
-mun.
-linda.
-mum.
Name Four ThingsYou Want The Most:
-set of bikini.(the black with white pinstripes one.198sgd!)
-the exams to be over.
-a hair cut.
-a haaaalideyyyy.
Name Four Things You Enjoy Doing The Most:
-having mcdonald's breakfast with my baby.
-spending money without a care in the world.
-lying in bed on a rainy day with my baby.
-meeting up with a bunch of girlies and bitching our ass off.
Name Four Favourite Dishes/Foods:
-tomyam anything.
-sliced fish noodles.
-plain white chocolate.
-chocolate ice cream.

Last Time You Cried?: when baby and i quarrelled.2 weeks ago or sth.
What's In Your CD Player?: if it's referring to my cd drive.it's young and dangerous.
What Color Socks Are You Wearing?: none.
What's Under Your Bed ?: 5inches thick dust and some newspaper from a year back or sth.
What Time Did You Wake Up Today?: 8 in the morning.
Current Hairstyle?: not long not short hair tt's supposedly black.it's now bunned up.
Current Clothes?: blue nike singlet and girly boxers.
Current Desktop Picture?: moulin rouge.nicole and ewan smooching.
Current Worry?: the exams and tests comin' up.
Current Hate?: my empty wallet.
Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?: ass.haha.
Last CD You Bought?: woahhhhhh.tt's a tough one.
Favorite Place To Be?: quiet places.
Least Favorite Place?: a lan shop.
Favourite colors?: this is just a boring question.
Do You Believe In An Afterlife ?: no.sorry.
How tall are you? 167 i think.
Current Favorite Word/Saying ?: pangsai.
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could be?: no one.i'm satisfied.
Favorite Day?: i dunnoe.it changes.
Where Would You Like To Go ?: koh samui.maldives.
How Many Kids Do You Want?: one or 2.
Preferable Age to get married? 26.

alrite.
bored girl on the hunt.
i'm starved.
again!
my appetite is baffling.
baby's mum apparently commented tt i lost weight.
i think there are bugs in me.
i eat so fucking alot.
and i gain 0kg.
i noe i'll regret saying tt in time to come.
but for now.
i nitto gain some pounds before i become a walking bag of bones.
yawnz.
i'm tired now.
time to slp.

i'm finally done with my final draft of my report.
a very unimpressive 8188 words but it's been tough.
i've put in enuff effort to be proud of my work.
i'm super tired now.
but life's only gonna get worst.
3 tests next week.
yayyyyyy.
how exfuckingciting.
i'm craving for the pig skin they serve in kuay chap.
where the hell do i get pig skin at 130 am?
bishan.
great.
i'm starved.
mayb i shld just eat another sandwich.
these late nights are killing me man.
i'm eating at the wierdest times.
i'm smoking damn alot.
and my ulcers just refuses to heal.
i feel my stomach getting acidic.
and i think the sore throat is gonna relapse.
counting down till the papers are o.v.e.r. - 19

i'm on the verge of throwing my laptop outta my 15th storey window.
the only thing tt's keeping me sane is the amazing race on tv.
now tt it's over.
i think i'm gonna be mentally stoned real soon.
my baby has got food poisoning.
he spent an hr in the toilet puking and shitting his cute ass off.
but thank god he's better.
it's the first time i seen him so totally sick.
he was squatting at the staircase leading to the canteen and vomitting water.
water tt barely went into his stomach.
and i really din noe wat to do then.
luckily his mum came quick to save him.
i guess she brought him home to be medicated by his dad.
tt's a good thing to have a doc for ur dad.
and we have a presentation tmr.
hope he's good to go by tmr.
i really need a miracle for my intro of the report.
it's barely 4 pages long.
alrite the longest i can get it would be 5 pages.
tt's half of wat's required.
i need help.
god save me.
and omg.
funfacts.
only 10% of hiv patients in singapore is female.
wtf???!?!??!!!
ahh.
back to work.

i'm seriously unmotivated.
the sch semester is ending real soon.
and i've got a truckload of assignments yet to be handed up.
i still cant bring myself to do them.
my report has been corrected.
but the intro is still 2.5 pages long.
i need it to increase by 4 times miraculously.
i have 3 tests next week.
and of coz the final year proj to do.
wld some kind god or deity up above send an angel down to help me?
my darling's busy studying for his test tmr.
and cant help much with the report.
shit.
i have a presentation on thursday.
this is so not fucking funny anymore.
i nitto get a haircut before the photo taking shit.
and i'm so mudderfucking busy alr.
honestly.
i love my life.
just not now.
mun's suggesting happy this sat.
i'm cool.
since baby's gonna be busy.
happy gay boys it shall be.
i slpt for 6 hrs today.
and i feel lyk being horizontal again.
but i wanna watch the barcelona chelsea match.
although i nvr stay awake past half time.
i paid a dollar for a packet of tissue today.
and i'm happy abt it.
the guy selling them is really poor thing.
i gave a cigeratte to an old indian man at the hospital.
it's good samaritan day today.
i love my life.
i love my baby.
i love my girlies.
i love my irritating mum and dad too.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I Love You more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I Love You, until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song,
I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I Love You,
I Love You,
Until the end of time

Oh,
come what may,
come what may
I will Love You,
until my dying day

Oh come what may,
come what may
I will Love You,
I will Love You

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day

nicole kidman & ewan macgregor - come what may
moulin rouge

come wat may my baby.
i will love you.
happy anniversary.
we spent it lyk a normal day.
but in my heart.
it will be a special one.

my belief just has to be re-affirmed.
it was a shitty day for my darling.
plain shitty.
i hope he stop feeling lousy soon.
my tooth hurts.
called up the blardy clinic
and i have to call back tmr morning.
coz?
they off the stupid computer alr.
wtf??????????
every step i take my tooth throbs.
fuck.
i think there are canker worms or sth.
fuck.
corpse of a man was found lying on a grass patch in tampines.
the police went to the supposed apartment he stays in.
and found 3 more corpses.
a woman and 2 children.
all 4 were dressed up and ready to go out.
fuck.
wat the hell is wrong with the world.
sth is very wrong with the way the world is going.
i love using the weather as an example.
i nvr remembered singapore being this hot.
and look at some parts of the world.
lyk japan or sth.
extremely heavy snowfall even though it's supposedly spring.
back in secondary sch
i always tot i din wanna have children.
coz they're gonna suffer the consequences of us fucking up the world.
but as i grew up
i cant help but wanna have babies with the man i love.
ok it still isnt dennis although i love him to bits.
but anyway.
now.
i think my mind is starting to change again.
why have kids to let them suffer in this world?
we're going thru enuff shit.
everyone's dying of some new and weird disease.
bird flu.
mad cow disease.
swine disease.
next time it'll be all the vege infected with mosaic virus and we'll die coz we've got nth else to eat.
somebody pls pls pls pls change my mind.
i'll always be here for u baby boy.
dont you worry abt tt.

home from worm's granpa's wake.
i'm super tired.
but i cant slp anymore.
i woke up at 6am and was awake till the sun was up.
and i slpt at 3.
finally went to a new club last night.
wasnt too bad.
but the crowd's a lil too young.
but very diverse.
and the stupid chop refuses to come off my hand.
anyway.
it'd have been a fun night if i din flip out.
but baby i'm so sorry.
i really cant help it.
and i really wanna talk abt it.
sat in mun's sister's integra typeR earlier on.
and man it's smoooooooth shit man.
she was buzzing at 100km/h and it definitely din feel lyk it.
i saw the trees and buildings zipping by and looked at the speedometer.
smoooooooooooooth shit.
and i got to sit in the front sit.
heh.
alrite.
when i can afford it.
it's either gonna be a mazda rx8 or a honda integra typeR.
tt's my aim in life.
hurs.
time to start correcting my report.
it's a never ending cycle.
many things have been happening to my friends.
i'm really glad u guys have gone thru the downs of ur lives with courage.
watever has happened wld make u guys stronger.
life wld be easier.
i love u all.
-hugs-