it's been many many days.
i've been really busy lately.
i went to changi twice.
more than i ever do in many many months.
i saw a roomful of half naked women for the first time of my life.
i put on a kebaya for the first time of my life.
and i jumped 3m into the pool for the first time of my life as well.
see how happening my life is suddenly.
anyhows.
tomorrow i wont be working
and monday is my last day.
but somehow i'm still quite depressed.
i think it's the pms.
it's abt time.
by the end of next week
i will know whether i'll be a happy girl or a very sad girl.
(not talking abt the period btw)
oh man.
i'm so god damn tired.
i'm so looking forward to chocolate fondue tmr.
i need company.
i need my boy.
i'm a very very grouchy person.
its been a really really long day.
but somehow my loved one doesnt seem to wanna give me a break anytime soon.
we woke up at like 730.
had breakfast at mac's.
and i spent 5 hrs sitting/standing/walking ard meritus mandarin.
to get a peak at some guy with white hair and talk for 3mins.
then getting a sheet of paper ala american idol.
which banishes me to some place in changi on tuesday and hopefully wednesday.
its sick that most people wait 5hrs and get nth.
and for the entire day
the boy's been working on his guitar project thing.
which makes him sweaty and smelly and untouchable.
let's just hope it works out eventually.
if not i'll feel damn dui for him.
i'm so totally half blind with my temporary contacts.
finally got my ass to the shop
and the optician told me i might be in deep shit if i'd taken a longer time to go there and change the contacts.
anyhow
it just burnt a 240 hole in my alr very holey bank acc.
sighs.
let's pray very hard tt "good things happen to people who wait".