feels wierd today.
doesnt feel much like a friday.
i keep thinking tt it's thursday today.
and i emailed my customers telling them
that they have to place orders by tmr friday 10am.
wtf.
i think i'm gonna be quite bored.
considering the madness i went thru earlier in the day.
it's a friday.
damn it's a friday.
but i feel like going home to read.
i dunnoe.
might end up in town collecting my bday gift from braun buffel.
mayb have dinner at scotts again.
the super good thai food.
see how things go la.
beaching tmr.
if the weather permits.
and bbq at night!!!
tiny foursome or fivesome bbq.
to chill and relax.
hope the weather wld be good tmr.
crappy unpredictable weather lately.
one moment blazing sun.
and the next moment it seems like the end of the world.
been kept a very happy girl lately.
i love my life with damien.
he makes me so happy.
i love him so much.
he makes my day when we see each other.
he keeps in mind wat i like and wat i dont.
he's sucha sweetie.
i love him i love him i love him.
i just fell in love.

discovered a pet shop dealing specially with huskies.
was ard ginza with my colleague and i came across the shop.
went back there at night.
had to drag myself outta the shop.
3.5 for a husky pup.
-sulks-
tt's the amt i paid for my lappy.
oh wells.
mayb in future.
get my own pooch.
-smiles-
those pups and my darling totally made my day la.
was totally shagged out being out almost the whole day today.
-sneeze-
thank god it's wednesday alr.
work wld end early on friday since everyone is leaving for perth.
yessssssssssssssssssssssssss.
cant wait for friday.
-grins-
at work now.
and my eyes are super puffy.
dont ask why.
i have no idea.
yesterday was thankfully good.
besides work that is.
met up with the dearest people to me.
except for angel la.
(dont get all agitated hor.we WILL meet soon.)
it was great.
eating tgt.
talking cock.
laughing.
alene's wierd i swear.
she laughs at the lamest SHIT.
but i loved the company last night.
pulled me outta the depressed mode quite abit.
it's gonna be MY birthday soon.
and tt's wat i'll be talking abt alot.
was asking worm if she minds eating at marina bay for my bday.
but she said i shld go somewhere better.
i'm super gian to eat steamboat.
buffet wld be best.
help me think?
smiles.
i'm going to get more tea.
and go have a smoke outside.
fuck.
it's only 9plus.
july has come and almost gone now.
it's been a tough mth for me.
at least when it came to adapting to work life.
and missing out alot on meeting people i used to when i had more time.
i'm having some doubts abt doing sales.
dont have enough confidence tt i'll do well.
sales is not sth you can do ok at.
you either kick ass at it or dont even do it.
well.
it's only been 1 mth into the job
so i guess i can only wait and see how things go.
anyway the weekend zipped by
as usual.
there i was fretting over wat to wear to jamie's party on friday.
and here i am sulking tt it's monday tmr.
i went as a greek goddess.
thanks to
noah who dolled me up.
made the clothes
did my hair and makeup.
yeah.
anyone who needs help fashion wise
pls call noah at
1900-iamparishilton.
saturday was...
i dont know.
sth unexpected cropped up.
lucky for me my darling was ard.
but other than tt
everything was good.
somehow when a part of my life goes damn well
another part wld fuck up big time.
always happens.
i hope all wld be good by midweek.
tt's when i know how bad things are.
but for now
i'm gonna be strong like my darling has told me to be.
busted some cash over the weekend
but had a ball.
though we didnt go jb eventually
we still had a great time tgt.
august wld hopefully be a good mth.
hopefully i get more sales.
hopefully the problem i'm having now smoothens out.
hopefully i'll have a great birthday with my loves.
hopefully my boyfriend will love me even more.