i haven seen baby for 2 days.
and we decided to meet up to mug.
but eventually.
we hardly mugged before we ended up at damien's plc.
with baby slping with tt punk.
wells.
anyhows.
mj was called off today.
good for us.
we NITTO study.
but we're heading down to chomps later for god noes wat reason.
i'm seriously tired.
woke up at 9 in the morning to head back to crescent.
help the daddy out.
and mun is an idiot.
she lent me a book.
tt's super addictive.
and now.
all i wanna do is read the book and not study.
-sighs-
nvm.
i WILL work harder tmr.
for now.
i'm gonna browse thru damien's mp3s and play nice songs.
i love my chubschubs.
-grinz-
the one with the aching boobs.
not a good day.
the alleged mug day din turn out too good.
busied myself eavesdropping on this buncha chinese speaking nus undergrads.
and checking out the ite boys.
eh.
some are really cute.
but tt's where it all stops.
the moment they start speaking.
i feel nauseous.
it was bustling at west coast today.
loads of sch outings i believe.
while i baked in the hot sun trying to study.
spent half my time calling up the world.
i went thru chapter 1 of my notes.
and it's a fantastic start.
coz chapter 1 is the longest chapter.
at least tt's wat i think.
i nitto plan for tmr.
whether i'm gonna study out or rot lyk a piece of shit at home.
studying out isnt too much good anymore.
and staying home just gives my tv a better reason to die on me.
it was on frm the min i got back.
ard 7.
till now.
sighs.
i truly need some motivation now.
which i'm not getting.
baby enjoyed himself today i guess.
gyming with the guys.
den playing mj.
while i stress out over my studying.
i nitto go out.
spend some money.
no.
spend ALOT of money.
go star gazing.
eat good food.
play my favourite aeroplane game in the arcade.
try tt new sundae frm macs.
play mj till the sun rises.
cook for my baby.
all these are NOT motivating me at all.
one week is a long time.
i hope i can wait tt long.
now.
i'm gonna smoke.
and dig out my notes.
we'll see wat happens once the notes sees light.
chubs.
i do hope u'll study.
i hate to see it when u panic at the last min.
and i dont like ur dejected face when u din do well for a paper.
feels wierd when i dun see u for a day.
but i'm not dying dont worry.
i'm more independent than u think i am.
i just miss u.
and i'll look forward to giving u a huge smooch.
i love u chubs.
mugging yesterday wasnt too successful.
we ended up moaning abt every thing we have to do.
and being so near graduation.
nobody wanna study.
we just want to graduate.
sighs.
we ended up having dinner at crystal jade.
and having drinks at wala's.
coz dave passed his driving.
yayyyyyy.
another one.
finally everyone is passing.
my turn soon.
-smirks-
life's not being very good to me.
i cant get myself to study.
the thinnest of notes i cant finish.
i hope i get some things done today at least.
gonna go mugging somewhere ALONE.
baby is gyming.
and i'll will study very hard.
hehee.
and someone pls enlighten me.
why isnt the tagboard working??????????????????????????
it's driving me nuts.
i really wish i cld lie in bed the entire day just doing nothing.
anyhows.
thanks gabbyyyyyyy.
for going frm bishan to east coast.
to west coast.
to yck.
bradell.
and back to bishan.
u're the man.
cant wait for my baby to get his license.
so tt i have the right to boss him ard and make him drive all over the island.
smirks.
he better not see this.
-grinz-
wells.
time to mug.
and baby is hogging my book.
blardy cow.
gonna wake him up soon and bug him to meet me.
gonna meet mr mike and des.
mug mug mug my ass off.
been blogging lyk everyday.
stms i even wanna blog 5times a day.
mayb i shld.
not caring whoever reads this trash.
my eyes are really tired.
hardly slpt.
wat can i ask for when i have 2 bitchy guys slping on either side of me.
haha.
talking abt their kids' name and wat not.
super tired.
but i'm leaving my home.
coz my mudder is crazy.
i'm pretty sure she wldnt leave me alone if i stay home.
mayb one day i'll tell her tt i dont lyk to be home coz she bugs me so much.
sighs.
anyhows.
gonna go search for some gym gear later with muns.
have some dinner and chillout.
i believe in revenge.
if u do me wrong or piss me off.
rest assure tt i'd do the same to u in time to come.