across oceans and over skies.

was talking to an old old friend online a lil while ago.
he's going thru a rough patch of his life right now.
he told me he stopped looking for love.
but he's envious of my rs with my bf.
he said tt we're very loving even after being tgt for quite "long".
honestly.
i dont think we've been tgt for long.
it'll be 21mths on the 8th of feb.
but 21mths of the prime of our lives wld be a long time when we look back at the age of 45.
i think my parents wld have been married for 21yrs in march.
every rs is a lesson.
even my parents.
i remembered how they used to argue when i was a kid.
my mum wld bring me to my granma's plc for a few days.
and i'd cry coz i wanted to go home and be with my dad.
but as i grew up.
i guess they did too.
they quarrelled very lil.
and now.
they hardly do.
but i noe they still love each other.
my dad wld rub my mum's legs when she has cramps.
and my mum wld laugh at my dad when he get hiccups.
i guess baby and i grew up with the rs as well.
we're more accomadating to each other.
i cld see the change in him.
and i love him even more for the change.
there're still times when we dont see eye to eye.
we fight it out and make up in the end.
i dont see an obstacle we cant go thru tgt.
as long as we hold on to each other.
we wont fall apart.
there's the unforseen future ahead.
in a very short time.
we wont be as close as we'd lyk to be.
i truly hope tt we both dont give up.
coz u're the man i wanna be with darling.

unoe how pple say ur period cycles doesnt stabilize till lyk when u're older.
i think i'm getting older.
i nvr cld predict when izzit coming.
but now.
even my bf can.
the pms symptoms are lyk sooooooo obvious.
sch was boring today.
presentation was lousy.
but i dun care.
i hardly care abt the stupid poster.
waste of time and effort.
baby got his haircut.
and there's no more tail.
-sulks-
i loved the tail.
it's all in the trash now.
and his hair's all black.
met lindy in town.
did some girly shopping.
and as usual.
bitched.
abt everyone and everything in the world.
she's one lucky girl.
i hate her for having a walking atm.
but i pity her for having him tag ard her.
gotta run now.
the cramps are killing me.
nitto pop some paracetamol and go slp.

[3 schools you went to] zhangde primary sch.crescent girls' sch.ngee ann poly.
[3 of your favorite vacation spots] redang.states.any beach resort.:]
[3 things in your wallet] ezlink.ic.atm.
[3 things you always wear] our ring.3 diamonte studs on my ears.navel stud.
[3 of your closest friends] mun.worm.angel.
[3 current favorite songs] rushes.you and i both.word up.
[3 favorite places to shop] watsons.mango.zara.
[3 things you love to do] playing mj.playing pool.being in the movies with my baby.
[3 most valuable things] parents.baby.close frens.
[3 of your favourite colors] black.dirty pink.white.
[3 favourite food items] haagen daz's belgian chocolate.pig's innards.curry chicken.
[3 recent expenses] bras from taka.eyeliner frm watsons.pasta at taka.
[3 goals in 2005] get my driver's license.go on a holiday with my baby (or mayb a few:]).get a job after i grad.
[3 plans for next week] collecting angbaos.mj-ing one day.continuation of proj.
[3 people in your mind right now] baby.mun (talking to her online right now).linda.
[3 things you're going to do in an hour] shit.smoke.slp.
[3 words/phrases you like to use a lot] pangsai boy.fucked up.fuck you.
[3 things you didn't like last year] the painful laptop buying process.going thru 3.5mths of attachment at a ulu ass place.fainting n times in clubs.
[3 things friends do to u very often] call me and bitch.call me a bitch.ask for directions or buses (yeah i'm a street directory).
[3 things u do when you're sad] eat ice cream.cry.go wandering.
[3 things you do when you're happy] buy sth for baby.call my baby.kiss him too.

the weather nowadays is SICK.
at least it's making me sick.
it's so warm every afternoon and early evening.
tt i dun think i cld have made it home before dying.
thank goodness my irritating boy was willing to send me back.
in a cab for tt matter.
phews.
and not having any food or water the whole day is plain bad as well.
together with the weather.
i'm just abt as sick as can be.
now tt the papers are over
there a hundred thousand other things to be done.
- mind quest essay
- poster presentation
- lsss assignment
- case study paper
- report 1st draft
sighs.
we din go shopping today.
busy doing our poster till forever.
getting our fingers all black putting sticky tape everywhere.
wasnt too fun.
but at least we got it done.
mun's gonna be gone for awhile.
and i think i'm gonna be really bored.
nobody's gonna meet me for prata when i'm bored.
sch tmr for presentation and some seminar.
baby's going for his haircut.
and i think we're going shopping tmr.
of coz we'll shop on friday as well.
and i.
will make some plans for sat night.
-smirks-
finally space to take a breather.

as usual.
i'm seriously tired.
paper was fine today.
i believe i can pass it without much problem.
tmr is the 2nd and LAST paper.
and we'll have to do our poster.
and go shopping after tt.
-yawnz-
was with mun and worm at west coast earlier.
and hopped over to mun's to catch csi.
we saw sth we dun really lyk to see on friendster.
it's lyk a fren morphing into an alien or sth.
was really sick.
i dunnoe wat tt supposed fren is up to now.
we dunnoe.
mun's going away to taiwan.
and i'll have no company during cny.
sighs.
finally gonna do some spendin' tmr.
i just cant wait to use tt atm card.
and ohh.
i saw mun the most atrocious tattoo i ever saw in my life.
haha.
was funny how she reacted to it.
i'm just grinning deep down in me.
anyhows.
i nitto wash up.
and mayb have an early night.
it's gonna be a long long day tmr.
i honestly dun care abt the paper anymore.
i just wanna graduate.

so i was stuck with a bao today.
tt's wat my baby called himself.
hahaha.
apparently he thinks tt his hair makes him look lyk a bao.
ah wells.
we were out studying.
we got lost ard 6th ave.
coz his cute mum made a wrong turn and we ended up in the jungly estate.
anyhows.
we ended up at hv.
and screaming at each other coz there was no one ard.
and we just tot it was fun to scream.
haha.
anyway.
i'm very pissed with the stupid poster committee.
alrite.
it's not their fault but i'm seriously pissed.
nobody noes when's the day to hand up.
and watever la ok.
i'm seriously stressed out.
mayb i shld give up NOW.
rahs.

i'm feeling a lil giddy.
from the heat.
feeling a lil sore.
from slping on the floor.
feeling a lil restless.
from the lack of slp.
the ride home frm bishan wasnt tt bad with "tipping the velvet".
it's so sad i think it's gonna make me cry.
sheryl u idiot.
better lend me the dvd soon.
i DUN CARE.
hardly studied last night.
was too tired by the time i met baby.
at least i have today and tmr to mug.
i'll wait for the sun to tone down a lil before i head out to study.
studying at home is plain useless.
so is studying with a laptop.
-yawnz-
i nitto brush my teeth.
bathe my guinea pig.
bathe myself.
eat.
and go to slp.
i think baby's snoring right now alr.
-yawnz-
my eyes hurt.
and i'm starving.
i stink of yesterday.
i need a change of clothes.
and i need my parents to come back late.
so i have some quiet time.
gabe's plc is seriously noisy.
i cldnt get to slp lyk for 2hrs.
the cabs.
the whirring of watever.
motorbikes.
horns.
tt made me realized tt i'm a brat.
i nitto slp in quiet places.
goodbye world.
will be off.
oh.
i'll nvr forget today.
in gabe's plc.
not a wonderful memory or wat.
i was made to watch power rangers.
i din really have a choice when the men holds the controller.
and he's pouting when i shrieked abt the show.
so ok.
i went along with -rolls eyes- power rangers.
and found it extremely lame and cheap.
ah wells.
now i noe.
there's a lil boy in every man.
my lil boy.