across oceans and over skies.

Basics

Your gender: f.
Birthdate: 30th aug 2005.
Your age: 20.
Age you wish you were: 3.when uncles bring me for mcdonalds.and i had nothing to do besides watching cartoons all day long.
Eye color: brownish.
Hair color: 89371049 shades of brown/gold.
Happy with it? er.cant wait to dye my hair again.but i'm just too damn lazy.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: right.
Your family: mom.dad.me.and baby.
Whats your job? saleswoman.
Piercings? 8 on the ears.2 on the navel.1 historically removed tongue.
Tattoos? nah.not yet.
Obsessions? things tt come in pretty packages.or things are plain pretty.
Addictions? cigerattes.good food.tea.
Do you have a webpage?: nah.cut me that.
Do you live in the moment? totally.in my moment of mess.and nvr looking to clean it up.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? not at all.unless u're special enough.
Do you have any secrets? deep dark ones.
Do you hate yourself?: alot of times.when i get depressed abt nothing.
Do you like your handwriting?: kinda changes all the time.depending on the writing medium.and the mood.so i dont really know.
Do you have any bad habits?: i smoke.i leave my things lying ard everywhere.i procrastinate.i'm lazy.i bite.i eat in bed while watching the telly.and much more.
What is the compliment you get from most people? tt i look damn dao.eh.i take it as a compliment alright.no everyone is capable of looking dao.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? depression and its symptoms.-chuckles-.
Whats your biggest fear? not being loved.
Can you sing?: yup.i can join singapore idol part2.muahaha.
Are you a loner? i like solitude.at times.
What are your top priorities in life? having some top priorities.tt's definitely top.
Are you a daredevil? i'm not hum ji ok.i wanna drive at 160kmh over a ramp and fly over 40cars.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? my easily depressed self.and i fear my teeth wld fall off.tt's sth i always dream abt which totally freaks me out.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my inability to cope with things tt dont go my way.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? emo cripple.remember?
Do you think life has been good so far? life's been so so.but i cant really ask for much more.
What is the most important lesson youve learned from life? take nth for granted.do onto others wat u want others to do onto you.
What do you like the most about your body? height.
Do you think you are good looking? not bad.as long as i stay the weight i am.

Do You...

Smoke? yes.
Read the newspaper? when i'm over at baby's place.
Pray? for wat?the sun to come up ah?
Go to church? slping is a better alternative on sunday mornings.
Sleep with stuffed animals? yes.i used to slp with a stuffed zoo la huh.now it's either a koala or a bunny.
Take walks in the rain? nah.i'd rather stay dry and warm.
Talk to people even though you hate them? haha.i try not to.smirks.
Drive? no.
Like to drive fast? definitely want to.
Would or Have You Ever Hurt yourself? yes.
Been out of the country? yes.
Been in love? totally.
Gone skinny dipping? nah.dont wanna.
Had a medical emergency? do u consider a 39.4 degrees fever one?
Had surgery? nah.
Ran away from home? i'd love to.but i've got too much to bring.
Played strip poker? rolls eyes.
Gotten beaten up? not yet.
Beaten someone up? i'd love to.
Been picked on? countless times.
Been on stage? long ago.
Slept outdoors? yes.
Pulled an all nighter? yups.
If yes, what is your record? maybe 24hrs or less.
Gone one day without food? yups.the record is 42 or 45hrs.i cant really remember.
Talked on the phone all night? yups.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? we cant be having sex all the time right?hees.
Slept all day? nope.not my style.
Had sex with a stranger? no.
Thought you're going crazy? sometimes.
Kissed the same sex? nods.
Done anything sexual with the same sex? weeeeeeee.
Been betrayed? hmm.define betrayal.
Had a dream that came true? huh?dream as in slping dreams or stare-in-the-clouds dream?
Broken the law? i smoked when i was 13.got drunk when i was 13.tell me.
Met a famous person? yeah.roald dahl.it's true!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? er.shrugs.dunnoe.
On purpose? yeah.had to for practical.
Stolen anything? yup.not too proud of it though.
Been on radio/tv? radio.bitching abt my maths lecturer on the day when i was to have my maths exam.
Had a nervous breakdown? nope.dont wanna.
Bungee jumped? nope.totally want to.
Had a dream that kept coming back? the one abt my falling teeth.

Beliefs

Believe in life on other planets? nah.
Miracles? er.not one has happened to me yet.so not yet.
Astrology? a lil.
Magic? no.it's all god damn illusions.
God? no.
Satan? no.
Santa? no.
Ghosts? no.but i get totally freaked out by horror movies
Luck? only when it's mj.
Love at first sight? erghs.no.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yeah.if there're no bad guys.how do the good guys stand out?
Witches? no.pls.
Easter bunny? nah.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? totally.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? i nvr saw the end of the rainbow.
Do you wish on stars? those tt shoot.

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? whaahaha.many.plenty.
Whos the one person that knows most about you? percy.i think.
Thing youre picked on most about? i get irritated easily.
Whos your longest known friend? eunice teo.my kindergarden best friend.
Newest? wait.define friends.
Shyest? mun.
Funniest? tt tattoo guy who's vern's friend.
Sweetest? percy.she baked me a brownie and got her dad to send it to me at hv!
Closest? worm.mun.
Weirdest? dont wanna say laaaaa.
Ditziest? worm tay.
Friend you miss being close to the most? everyone la.everyone's busy with their own stuff nowadays.
Last person you talked to online? sophia.my primary sch friend.
Who are you on the phone with most? my boy.
Who do you trust most? depending on the subject la.
Who listens to your problems? my poor thing boy.
Whos the nicest? eh.mun la.she's nice wat.let me bully her.
Whos the best singer? dunnoe.
Whos your second family? my boy.
Do you trust others easily? nopes.
Whos house were you last at? my baby.then its mun's.somehow it's always her place.
Do your friends really know you? alright la.
Friend that lives farthest away: dunnoe.wat's far?

Love and All That

Turn-on? besides the face and the dressing.it's the happy trail and the not-too-much-but-still-got-quite-abit muscles.nice bod la in general.
Turn-off? excessive body hair, facial hair, leg hair, pubic hair.hahahhaa.laupok engrish.and oily hair.glasses too.how to make out with glasses sial.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel? like that la.everyone wants to date me.how am i supposed to feel man.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? er.yeah.kinda.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out? we're of the new generation.it IS socially acceptable.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? ahhahaha.how the fuck am i supposed to answer?
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? either i'm damn hot or damn ugly.coz people are always staring.
What is best about the opposite sex? they're just easy to be with.
What is best about the same sex? the bitching.yup.totally.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? sometime they are really really dumb.
Whats the last present someone gave you? a set of bikini from the boy.

Who Was the Last Person...

That you laughed at? glenys.
That laughed at you? shld be the boy la.
You went shopping with? it's the boy again.
To ask you out? ohh.the boy just asked me for lunch.but i cant make it.
To make you cry? only 1 person makes me cry.
To brighten up your day? the customer who emailed and thanked me for wat i did.
That you thought about? shrugs.
You talked to on the phone? some customer.
You lost? myself.

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: no.not yet.
What are you wearing right now? skimpy top and underwear.wat's wrong i'm at home.
What are you worried about right now? my life.
Whats on your mousepad? my mouse.like duh.
Are you bored?: nopes.
Are you tired? very.
Are you talking to anyone online? nopes.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nopes.
Are you lonely or content? for now.content.
Are you listening to music? nope.
Are you eating anything? nope.but i will be.

i'm starting to get irritated with myself.
i've been saying "pack my room pack my room" for n days.
and it's still unpacked.
and even messier than n days ago.
procrastination is my motto.
hurs.
i need a day when
1. there's absolutely nothing to do (no books to read no magazines to read no dozens of blogs to read nothing on tv to watch)
2. i'm totally not tired
3. the weather is damn good
dont ask me why.
i'm eccentric.
i'm hooked onto barbara bradford taylor's book.
and i'm dying to make sushi.
pls ask me for wat fuck.
i honestly have no idea.
i'm just dying to cook.
but i'm so god damn lazy.
it's irritating shit man.
so anyway
yes
i WILL pack my room before cny.
smirks.
gonna get back to my book.
and finish it before the day ends.

happy 2006!!!
had a great party at mun's.
the food was mudderfuckingly good.
i'm gonna try and list the food present at the party: -

-cha soba
-sushi (roll-it-yourselves and alr rolled ones)
-salad
-table water with salmon & caviar, cream cheese & caviar & avocado, salmon spread & tomato, tuna & cucumber
-shepherd's pie
-wen's pototo and cheese and bacon thing
-baby potatoes with cream cheese and caviar and fish roe and bacon bits
-chocolate fondue
-cold cut
-booze booze booze

anyways
it was super messy
with people everywhere
even the police came
but wtf
it's to celebrate the new year.
which somehow seems to be the same to me.
as of now.
i still woke up to the brightness tt intrudes into baby's room.
it still rains whenever i dont want it to.
my bank acc is still tt pathetic.
it's totally psychological when it comes to the new year being better than the last.
nth's gonna change if u dont budge.
i hope i wld.
it's gotta be a great year.

to those who were at the party
anyone saw a black versace wallet being taken by anyone?
or did anyone take a black versace wallet?
do let mun or i know.