across oceans and over skies.

my days have become so exciting it doesnt feel lyk my life no more.
and i realized i have to tone my character down in case i hurt pple i really care abt.
seriously.
i dun give a fuck whether i'm hurt or not.
but it's pple who love me and cares abt me who wld be doubly hurt.

had a helluva night last night.
was at paradigm.
kicked ass man.
drank so much so fast i tot i was gonna fly anytime.
thanx to gabe who took care of hon & me.
grins.
some rather embarrassing stuff happened.
i'm not gonna tell the whole world.
but those who know it.
pls pls keep it to yourself.
i dunwan the world laughing at me.
-smirks-
bruises all over me.
i got hm at 5.
i dunnoe y the hell i'm up at this hour.
my mum's sick.
and i'm really worried.
sighs.

i'm so tired these days.
yeah i din have a good slp last night.
coz my mudder was buggin' me.
wont have a good slp tonight too.
coz i've gotta wake up for sch tmr.
tmr night.
paradigm.
cool shit man.
heehee.
really need some good slp now man.

freaking tired.
damn tired.
very tired.
extremely tired.
i always get woken up.
ALWAYS.
by my mudder-fckin' mudder.
erghhh.
hope i'll have a good slp tmr night when she's gone to my auntie's.
she'll prolly bug me again tmr morning.
erghhh.
yeah.
i smell money comin' my way.
getting a job.
soon.
hope i make it thru the interview.
-sniffs the air-

btw girlies.
the dinner shld be quite on.
only need confirmation frm mun and it'll be good.
cool huh.
pls dun let this gathering screw up man.

cooking up a storm now.
coz i'm on the brink of death frm starvation.
i'm the sorta girl who wld rather lie in bed and slack than cook a meal when i'm hungry.
i dun think tt's good.
i've been eating lesser and lesser each day.
it's perhaps due to me waking up later and later each day.
sniffs.
my hardpack is with hon.
think i nitto go get some fags.
aights.
it's fags time.
hell with it.

2-faced is just not a phrase for someone.
maybe more.
shallow is not how much water there is.
it's how deep your character is.
wealth may get you almost all material stuff.
personality is what gets you most friends.
sometimes 1 is just enough.
there's no need for 2 and 3.

a rip-off frm reb's blog...

I AM: 18yrs 2mths & 3 weeks old.
I WANT: to have everything and everyone i love ard me.
I HAVE: many things which can make me happy.
I WISH: that i would get the see meteor showers.
I HATE: loads of pple, people spelling my name wrongly.
I MISS: being a child.
I FEAR: the one day my loved ones wld leave me.
I HEAR: a voice in my head tellin' me i need a fag.
I SEARCH: constantly for nice quiet places to stone at.
I WONDER: if my future wld be wat i expect it to be lyk.
I REGRET: nothing.
I LOVE: that someone.
I ACHE: all the time everywhere.head.stomach.feet.
I ALWAYS: fall aslp on my left.
I AM NOT: friendly.nice.
I DANCE: lyk a block of wood.
I SING: watever rings in my head.
I CRY: alot.lyk a baby.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: a bitch.i can be nice sometimes.
I WRITE: fast.
I LOSE: my temper at pple who irritate me to the peak.
I CONFUSE: myself and others alot.
I NEED: alot of love.
I SHOULD: get a job.and learn to be independent.