across oceans and over skies.

it's 16 more days to my bday.
and i'm so unexcited.
sighs.
and i have no idea where i'm going today.
it's a saturday night
and honey is gonna be with his friends.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
taiwan serials just have a way of making you hate the bad guys.
gets u hooked to it too.
alrites.
i need some good food.
marche anyone?
oh btw.
5 more work days till i'm done with attachment.
tt certainly cheers me up.

while waiting for 530 to arrive.
here goes a ripoff from vern's.
-smiles-

Do you know ur best friend's friendster password?
i only noe mine and my honey's.coz i love to peep.heehee.
Do you think long dist relationships works for u?
nope.i totally doubt it.i'm too suspicious.and i need my love near me.
Are you an emotional person?
yeah.sure.i cry over the slightest things.and i'd flare up at stupid things.putting plainly.i'm an emotional slave/cripple.
If u had one last breath to say something to someone u love what would u say?
i've always loved you.only you.
Do you believe in best friends?
not best friends.super close ones.my groupie.and a few others.
What colour underwear are you wearing right now? maroon.hehz.
What was the last thing you did?
locked up the lab so tt i can go as soon as my honey is done.
Who's right next to you?
it's a what.frigging refrigerator that beeps nonstop throughout the day.
Who was the last person you ate out with?
muns.had murtabak somewhere near arab street.
Last person you spoke to on the phone?
mums.called to ask her some chinese word tt mike cant read.
Last Person who text you?
shan.oopz.forgot to reply.hee.was too busy.
Last Person whom you texted?
my baby i guess.last night.telling him i cant get to slp.
Lost a friendship over something stupid?
i guess so.-shrugs-
Pissed someone off?
all the time.hee.i piss my sweetheart off every other day.-huggies-
Been really depressed?
yeah.less than 10 times in 1yr and 3mths though.
Faked being sick to miss school?
yeah.many times.haha.
Last time you said 'I love you'?
i cant rem.but i will the min i see my baby later.:]
Wat time did you wake up today?
645.AM for tt matter.
Current Taste:
blacks.simple designs.slutty shoes.cha soba.coke light with lemon.
Who do you consider your closest/bestest friend? muns.angel.alene.linda.nate.and of coz my baby.
Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
er.i'd be shy to ask straight in the face but i wldnt be shy to hint.
Kisses or Hugs?
both!!!
What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? dressing.attitude.company.etc.
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
must i?
Current longing?
some good food.well.in general more cash.
Current desktop picture:
my baby and me!i love my baby!hee.

ur eyes aint kidding ya.
it's 3am and i'm wide awake.
guess i've slpt too damn alot in the day.
i nitto slp soon.
i've gotta wake up at 6blardy45 for work alrite.
the last episode for the L word is omf with a capital O.
things start falling apart.
loads of crying.
loads of fuckin.
loads of confusion.
my god.
i can watch it 5 more times man.
great finale to anticipate season 2.
had a headache since an hr ago.
and it doesnt seem to be going away.
i've tried everything except pills.
eating.
smoking.
lying in bed.
playing bejeweled.
it's 7 more work days before i cant finally go back to this place called school.
and well.
grinz.
18 more days till i turn 19.
i dun need loads of pressies.
just loads of tlc.
but i do wonder how many items can i strike of my wishlist after my bday.
prolly 1.
-ha-

self declared off day today!!
decided not to go to work after feeling crappy last night.
just wanna curl up in bed all day long.
i still dunnoe where my mc is gonna pop out from.
but mayb i just dont care.
the only thing is my baby is alone at work.
and he has to attend some lecture tt puts him to slp.
well.
mayb ALL lectures put him to slp.
haha.
alriteeeeeee.
i got the l word epi 14.
yeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh baby.
finally got the whole collection.
gonna start selling them man.
i set for 15bucks.
hahahaha.
ah wells.
i nitto disappear from my place frm 4+ i think.
if not mummy wld noe tt i din go to work.
grinz.
where the hell can i go man.
rahhhhhhhhhhhh.

woke up with a backache.
painful shlders.
red nose and cheeks.
yesterday was c.r.a.z.y.
first.
it was sentosa.
wasnt too bad.
played some ball.
slacked ard.
basically the norm when u go to the beach.
but it was too darn packed.
so it was off to plc to shower.
den off to esplanade to watch fireworks.
BUT.
we were stuck in a jam.
and saw zero pyrotechnics.
dinnered at lau pat sat.
den went to copthorne hotel.
tot we cld slack there for the night.
but got chased out by paul's parents in a really polite way.
tot of where to go.
and since we din wanna pay for anything.
it was off to my place again.
with poh esther and honey in tow.
played cards till lyk 2?
and went to slp.
apparently esther and poh cldnt get to slp coz of the rattling windows.
hahaha.
funny shit.
honey and i slpt lyk pigs.
and the other 2 left at 4+ due to unforseen circumstances.
mad day huh?
spent the whole day travelling.
spent all the cash on cabs and stuff.
but was good.
mainly coz i was with the lovey all the time.
15 mths din pass by too smoothly.
but everything tt happened in the 15th mths means so much.
the quarrels.
the snapping at each other.
the kisses.
the cuddles.
everything.
baby you are so so important.
i hope i wont lose you.
wanna keep u close to my heart.
you mean so much.
millions.
:]

now it's off to cleaning up my room.
there's beer sand and god noes wat all over the floor.
later.
i dunnoe wat i'll be doing.
but i'll definitely be missing my baby.