across oceans and over skies.

much to my dismay
popular only carries ONE copy of the time traveller's wife per outlet.
and there are only 2 outlets with the book.
j8 and marina sq or sth.
admiralty has 3 copies.
ok.
watever.
i'll just spend a little more money and buy it frm borders la huh.
or wherever.
rahs.
i encountered the shittiest ah bengs working for the shilin mee sua stall at j8.
and i met the freaky man ard my neighbourhood.
imagine this.
every day when i go to sch in the morning.
there'd be a man sitting along the path where people walk to the bus stop.
he'd he eyeing every single XX chromosomed human.
and he'd be wearing he freaky ti koh pek shades.
he'll very subtly but eerily smile at i-have-no-idea-wat.
sometimes when i come home early frm sch
he wld be at my void deck topless and reading the papers.
today.
i saw him on the bus.
and he got off at the same stop as me.
i was so totally freaked out.
i swear he has pamela anderson plastered all over his wall.
and he watches rape porn or sth.
anyway.
1 day to my trip.
i shld dig out my luggage now.
-smiles!!!!!!-
to all my darlings mugging or rushing their work
good luck!
dun forget i went thru all tt shit as well.
and i really really deserve a trip.
-hugs all-

wahaha.
i found my very kpo lecturer's blog.
hurhurhurs.
i think we're on par on the kpo scale.
-grinz-

anyway.
baby and i had a debate today.
or was it yesterday?
or was it the day before?
watever.
i said tt for a relationship (meaning either girl-girl or girl-boy or boy-boy whichever applys) to work out
it takes alot of effort from both parties.
and he disagreed.
he said tt a relationship shld be effort-less.
tell me wat do u think.

ok.
boring.
415am now and i'm not slping.
this is not fucking good man.
coz i'm starving.
and i'm too darn lazy to cook.
how typical of jeannie.
anyhows.
i wanted to do up a new skin for my blog.
but after a whole day of working on it.
i got quite irritated and decided to change the entire colour scheme instead.
took me less than 15mins.
rahhhhhs.
need to find a picture which goes better with the colours.
damn i'm craving for murtabak.
just had some when i met mun for dinner.
and i'm pretty sure the teh is keeping me awake.
stole angels and demons frm her.
and somehow.
i'm not tt interested alr.
i wanna get new books.
gone with the wind and the time traveller's wife.
actually there are a ton of books i wanna get.
so bookstore vouchers are ideal gifts for jeannie.
pls make sure they're of a substantial amount.
not 5bucks.
now i feel lyk salt and vinegar chiplets.
gonna grab some tmr when i go book shopping.
it's friday today.
which means 2 more days to the cruise.
we all cant wait.
sitting on the deck sipping some beer in the hot sun.
and watching pple go by while having a fag.
cant wait for the unlimited food available on board.
finally i wont be starving.
made an arrangement with baby to catch a movie.
but seems lyk there's nth much to watch.
nth worth watching at least.
think i'll have to come up with sth else before we sit somewhere and smoke our lungs out.
mayb i'd wanna stay home.
if it rains i wld.
if it rains.
pls let it rain so heavily it wont stop till saturday.
i wanna curl up in bed and read my book.
of coz if tt's the case i'd want some nice company.
but i noe tt it wont happen.
before i get all cynical
i think i shld try go get some rest.
after a fag.

i'm ur gf.
not ur magician or fairy godmother.

am back frm the crazy chalet.
the rooms were so tiny there wasnt even space for a mj table.
we brought so much stuff there was hardly space to walk.
there were the usual hiccups.
lyk jeannie forgetting to bring along the sausages and alot of stuff.
or the "oh shit.no more ______(fill in the blank)" kinda thing.
but it was all good.
there was mj
poker cards
ps2
booze games
swimming
volleyball
and watever arcade there was for entertainment.
had bbq both nights.
though the first night was basically chaotic and unorganized and rowdy.
there were more pple.
the 6 poor things who were there on the 2nd night basically had
better food
more drinks
some form of organization.
den it had to rain.
so
we had to execute plan b.
but it's alllll goood.
the madness continues and ended when desmond got quite drunk
and everyone were screaming lyk idiots when we're all in 1 small room.
laughing lyk hyenas.
and the clock says it's 430am.
the madness more or less ended then.
and soon it was time to leave.
tired and dirty.
it's prolly one of the last few times we can have a gathering lyk this.
before the boys head on to ns.
great times.
though we took very little pictures.
the memories will stay for a long long time.

i think i'm left with only 1 gerbil.
i dunnoe.
i'm too ball-less to check if 2 had died.
i dun wanna see them dead.
it's my favourite ah black some more.
sighs.
baby prolly got pissed coz i'm sucha 'fraidy cat.
but i'm really scared.
nobody noes how much i wanna die when i have to pick up the carcasses of the gerbils.
or any carcasses for tt matter.
be it bugs or animals or birds.
i swear they'll wake up if i dont handle them properly.
i'm 20 and i dont dare to handle dead animals.
loser.
somehow i have the balls to cut up mice in the lab.
i just dont wanna kill them.
or pick them up when they're dead.
or even look.
ergh.
frustrating.
i'm just done with marinating 40 chicken wings.
chopping up corn.
and getting soya sauce everywhere in the kitchen.
i nitto pack my stuff for the chalet.
and wake up early tmr to go marketing.
rahhhhh.
i dunnoe how i'm gonna slp knowing tt there's a high chance of my gerbs being dead.
fuck.
and i'm having a huge craving for salt and vinegar chiplets.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
today
has just officially became a lousy day.
sighs.
gotta dig out my huge bag and stuff it full in awhile.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
super pissed.
i dunnoe with wat.
but i just am.
irritated and all.
i swear there's sth seriously wrong with me.
i shld just go pack my stuff.
have a smoke.
and go slp.
i hope i can fall aslp.

vern darling is finally home!!!
after being probed daily by many things
for many days.
she can finally lie on her own bed
and not pee into a flask.
-hugs-
i bet u're feeling better already girlie.
anyway.
let me noe when u want me for mahjong.
though i have to travel across singapore to get there
i'll still make the effort!
-grins-

out with muns today.
and bot the mambo skirt i wanted so much for 10bucks.
woooooooooooooo.
nice feeling.
i've stopped packing my room for days now.
and it just looks lyk i'm in ground zero.
i took out a huge bag of trash
and my room is still cluttered.
cluttered is just an understatement.
i just killed a bug.
tt was attempting to suck my blood.
bad karma mun wld say.
but wtf.
steamboated at her plc earlier.
and baby was actually willing to travel to her plc.
impressive.
mayb he did sth wrong.
haha.
i hope not.
anyway.
it's down to the tour agency tmr to pay for the cruise tmr.
another line to be striked off my wishlist.
cant wait.
4 more days before my mommy's blood test report comes back.
i really hope it's nothing major.
i'm seriously quite tired.
and it's surprisingly early.
-yawnz-
gonna shower and do my laundry
and head to bed.
smart girl din start the washing machine.
now i'd have to wait another 20mins.

the world's so small it makes me gag.