i'm feeling totally lousy.
the new roster is out.
the flights are alright.
no indian flights for november.
and tt makes me feel ok.
it's the days tt i leave.
i leave on almost every single fucking friday.
seriously
people who intend to join sq
think twice especially if you have an officer-to-be boyfriend.
he books out on sat and in on sun.
tt means i'll see him once or maybe twice in november.
and i'll totally miss his birthday.
it's his 21st!
and i hate myself for that.
i hate him for being in safti.
i hate myself for being in sq.
for now.
booooooohoooooooo.
i feel so crappy i cant slp.
i have a flight later which i'll have to stay awake for until 7am tmr morning.
tell me abt life being a bitch.
i miss tt boy so much already.
the best weekend i've ever had.
the getaway of the year.
mannn.
i cant wait to see my boy again.
3 weekends later.
it's gonna be a long wait.
but i hope it's all worth it.
hope he wldnt get any wps or confinements.
a gazillion flights before i see the boy.
yayyyyyyyy.
so damn excited to see him again.
:]