across oceans and over skies.

yaaaaayyyyyyy
had a great day today.
was at the beach.
with poh, poh's fren, max, jimmy, jimmy's fren.
not bad weather today.
got down to a lil tanning.
nice.
honey din go.
silly piggie was slping at hm.
met him in the evening.
stupid pig read my blog n knew tt i got him havoc.
and he knew tt it's 9.90.
idiot.
poh,max n jimmy joined us later.
bummed at *bucks.
honey had dinner.
went walking ard.
pool.
home.
great day.
coz i finally saw tt honey.
muackz.
hee.

shit.
now 1 small pack is a whooping 4.30.
wtf.
wat's the world comin' to.
the sun's good.
aint too bright,aint too dim.
heading to ssb in awhile.
gonna get a nice tan b4 sch starts boy.
-trys to smile-

feeling...i dunnoe.
shitty,lousy,fucked up.
everything adds up to make me feel worst than i did this morning.
honey's married to gls already.
sigh.
i noe i've gotta understand.
and yes i do.
i'm just sulking coz i cant spend some quality with him before sch starts.
i wanna watch finding nemo with him.
dled the show eons ago.
busy man my honey is.
sighs.
too bad i'm so in love with him.
i juz hope tt he wldnt feel lyk i'm restricting him.
sighs.

juz added a wishlist.
hopefully i can strike off some after a few mths.
tt's just hopefully la.
hell la.
feeling all grouchy and fucked up.
hate this time of the mth.
fuck it fuck it fuck it.
i wanna be a guy.
-sulks-
at least at the moment i wanna be a guy.
-pouts-

honey's done with camp.
finally.
oh well.
dun think i'll see him until tmr or the day after.
so i'm still sulking.
anyway.
more to sulk abt.
fags prices are gonna increase.
fuck it.
the mama shop uncle juz told me.
idiotic.
alrite.
it's a great time to cut down or mayb even quit smoking.
fuck it!!!!!

halfway thru "the wedding singer".
took a toilet brk.
nowadays,
i keep a notebook.
a tiny one.
to keep little passages of meaningful things i hear.
i write in it too.
i juz got sth frm TWS.
the emptiness seems to go away when u fall in love
coz u find sth to live for.
each other.
it's so true.
need a fag real bad.
nitto slp real bad too.
insomnia is really getting into me.
mayb some valium wld help.
anyone?

cold nite tonight.
-shivers-
i need more than a comforter to keep me warm.
honey cldnt call last nite.
was busy or stuff.
by the time he cld i was slping.
sighs.
really miss him.
din wanna go out today.
cut & dyed gabe's hair.
den poh was in town alone.
so i went to meet him.
played arcade.
chilled.
met his fren.
and his fren's frens.
den poh & i went shopping ard.
looking at bags.
hm.
the dudes r going nite cycling.
hope it pours man.
-evil chuckle-
wishing n praying tt i can talk to my honey tonight.
sulks.

i wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
carry you ard when your arthritis is bad.
all i wanna do is grow old with you.
i'll get you medicine,
when your tummy aches.
build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
so it cld be so nice,
growing old with you.
i'll miss you, kiss you,
give you my coat when you are cold.
need you, feed you,
even let you hold the remote control.
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
put you to bed when you have too much to drink.
oh...
i cld be the *girl who grows old with you.
i wanna grow old with you.

fucking tired.
was out the whole day.
frm 12.
till now.
it's 1058pm sg time.
-rubs eye-
met mun.
waited a blardy hr for her.
but well.
it's ok la.
i noe how sucky and fucked up orientations can be.
was at army market.
bot slippers.
nth much there to see.
went bugis.
wanted to get a top frm there.
but the shops aint opened.
went body shop.
49bucks perfume become 9.90.
so i bot for honey.
heehee.
cheapo la.
but it's HAVOC alrite.
it rocks k.
mun went to pick maine.
and i was off to town.
follow poh cut hair.
den went far east.
bot a top.
nice.
plain n white.
poh pierced ear.
met jimmy n damien.
had dinner.
went heeren.
my turn to pierce.
played pool.
left early.
i'm fucking tired.
din talk to honey last nite.
they were forced to slp.
sobs.
hope he can call tonight.
really miss him.
it's nite 3 of his camp tonight.
1 more nite.
and 2 more days to go.
jeannie u can do it.
i wanna hold u in my arms so bad.

cold day.
sippin a cuppa warm fusion tea.
just had a healthy sandwich.
all i need is my honey now.
cuddle up in bed tgt.
alrite.
snap outta it jean.
slpt terribly.
fell aslp ard 5.
plagued by horrible dreams.
woke up n i wanted to cry.
finally got some cash frm tuition.
finally i can go buy some clothes.
meeting up the ol' frens later.
smiles.
gonna make me happy for awhile.

sulking the nite away.
honey's away for camp.
god.
i miss him so much.
it's only day 1.
sighs.
4 more days to go.
heard this song tt's damn nice.
dont need people's preaches,
coz i only listen to you.
dont need anyone else,
coz i have you now.
made me think of my honey.
and miss him even more.
sulks.
i'm craving for a barcardi breezer.
peach.
anyone for some alcohol?