across oceans and over skies.

it's 2010.
a brand new year with many many challenges ahead.
prior to looking forward
we shld look back and reflect on the past.

some thanks.

thanks to mom and dad.
they've been working hard all their lives and even more so in 2009
so that i can go away and further my studies.
if i didnt choose to quit my job
they might be able to not work and live life.
i am always guilty abt that.

thanks to friends.
not too many of them though.
maybe only 10% of those on my facebook.
friends who made me laugh and kept my spirits up while i was away the past year in a place i dont like.
friends who called to talk to me.
friends who visited.
friends who emailed.
and those who cldnt wait to see me once i was back.
i dont have many close friends.
and those that are will be very very close to my heart.

thanks to everyone else who made my life a little easier.
thanks to those who made my life better.

lastly.
of course.
it's thanks to the boy.
thank you for being mine.
thank you for cooking and washing.
thank you for doing all that you have for me.

some hopes and wishes for 2010.

to do well for all my units.
get my license.
good health to my folks.
happiness to all friends.

with 2010 being another year of hurdles for my relationship.
i hope we'd get thru it unscathed like we've done for the past 4+yrs.
i want him to start listening again like he used to.
and stop shooting his head off before processing wat i've said.
be more caring and loving and stop being nice to the world except for his gf.
tt'd make 2010 nice.

yikes.
i just heard someone throwing up in their toilet
which sounds DISGUSTING.
omfg.
seriously.
-gags-
i'm pretty sure the joker's drunk.
it's almost 4am.
haha.
funny.

been back for like 3 weeks.
been horizontal for alot of tt 3 weeks.
it's soooooooooooooooo good.
to slp in and wake up to pouring rain.
then to decide to continue slping.
cant bring myself to make much plans lately due to the reason above.
i dont mind lying in bed and watching random crap while the storm goes on.

it's the holiday season.
and i have this intense need to do absolutely nothing.
i'm halfway thru clearing out my cabinet
which started like 2 weeks ago.
and luggage (frm sydney) is still on the floor with clothes all ard it.
my desk is COVERED with random pieces of nonsense.
and i have been home for 24hrs (minus 3hrs where i met the poly mates).
i'm disgusting i know.
but it's my hole.