honestly.
i really dont know how "low" is considered a low in one's life.
as far as i'm concerned.
this is my new low.
oh boy.
it's in e red alright.
everything in my life have found some mysterious way to go downhill.
my relationship is in e hugest shambles i can imagine.
well.
that is besides not having one.
but close enough.
my body is fucked.
i've been ill with one thing or another for as long as i can remember.
sore throat.cough.runny nose.blocked nose.styes.women's problem.
i've been to e docs FOUR times since i got back.
and i'm fucking tired right now.
or rather.
have been for the entire day
but i just cant get to slp at all.
and tt has gone on for weeks now.
wat else.
oh.
my pc fucks up on an hourly basis.
it's so pathetic tt i've resigned to my old trusty omnia to msn n stuff.
money problems.
2010 has alr proven to be a hard year.
all i want in life is simplicity.
simple meals.
simple entertainment.
simple loving boyfriend.
how fucking hard is tt???!!!