i've finally made it thru september.
time seems to have flown past when you look back on times.
i cant really remember wat i did 2 weeks ago.
just that at that time
i probably was whining abt how slowly time is passing by.
but oh wells.
4 weeks to our getaway.
i so cant wait.
though we still might have to stay by the streets for the first few nights.
i'm still damn excited to leave.
grins.
it's 230 on a friday.
waiting for my manager to come back and bring me out.
sighs.
baby's probably doing his paper right now.
and i hope all goes well.
hope we can go celebrate somewhere tonight.
hope la huh.

the rainbow i saw when i was with the rainbow of my life.
its a lousy picture coz we were in the bus.
but it was a fantastic view.
the weekend went by with baby and i busy surfing the web for hotels.
going to agencies.
slping like pigs till the sun shone too bright for slp.
having homemade lunches.
me doing the whacking while he unwillingly mugs.
for now
we're definitely going somewhere at the end of oct.
we just dont have a place to stay yet.
hurs.
but oh wells.
10 blissful days of being in a foreign land is so blardy exciting.
we cant wait for the day to come.
so near yet so far.
it's barely the end of sept right now.
but the planning is going on fast and furious.
-smirks-
but well.
the situation at home is still shitty.
barely spoke to my mom since thursday night.
come on.
i'm 20 and i can keep myself alive.
wat more does she want frm me?
it's not like i'm wasting my life away.
it's not tt i'm still asking for money now tt i'm working.
honestly.
wtf does she want?
me to go home everyday after work?
have dinner at home everyday?
stay home every weekend?
really.
tell me
wat the fuck does the fucking mother wants?
i'm sick and tired of her nonsense.
which is totally making my life miserable.
all her shit aside
my life's damn good.
at least for now.
yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the trip is confirmed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.i'm over the moon people.
the flight's been booked.
just waiting for the hotels to be booked right now.
and i'm off to a HA-LEE-DEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
man.
i'm so so so excited.
10days away from this wretched place.
so i spent my weekend away from home again.
as much as i wanted to stay home to do some chores
circumstances made me stay away.
met my darling ah mah for starlight earlier.
and the 2 of us didnt print the tickets.
but managed to get in with no tickets.
the place smelt like feet.
but it was all good.
bump into nate with glasses.
-smirks-
and now i'm at baby's.
gonna slump into bed real soon.
the weather's nice and cool.
-smiles-
wish i cld have more of this kinda nights.