across oceans and over skies.

alrites.
somehow today aint as shagged as yesterday.
counted to 100 abt 10 times today.
hur.
wtf.
had plenty of mcdonald's.
feeling so icky now.
sticky and dusty.
hur.
need a warm shower.
oh.

to my honey.
i'm so sorry i've been dragging u shopping.
hee.
but tmr i'll go alone.
and u can come and carry the stuff.
heehee.
muackz.

to whoever it applies to.
sometimes you shld be stronger than you are now.
dont let pple ard you change the way you are.
walk the path YOU chose to walk.
dont change a path just because someone is going onto somewhere new.
dont hold onto 2 things at 1 go.
you might lose the both of them at 1 go.
dont make up stories.
you're not an author.
dont lie.
you're not a lawyer.
dont think everyone is stupid.
coz we're not.

shagged.
that's the word of the day.
and of tmr.
somehow i can predict the fucking day tmr.
standing in the sun.
working our asses off.
and finally meet our target.
and go home and slp.
yay.
somehow tmr wld be better than today.
at least no more lugging ard of 100 surveys.
700 bucks worth of surveys.
is tt cool shit or wat.
hur.
fucking shagged.
fucking fucking shagged.

many times i'm stupid.
silly.childish.bratty.
but all the time.
i love you.
whatever i'm doing.
whatever i'm thinking.
you're just nearby.
on my mind.
in my heart.
darling.
it hurts me twice to hurt you.
-hugs-
you mean so much to me baby.

gonna be a long day.
wld be workin my ass off.
conning pple into doing "10mins" survey tt actually goes on for lyk 20-30mins.
wells.
watever.
i hear the cash calling me.
hee.
i'm gonna slp right now.
-yawnz-

year 2003.
went thru alot for the first half of the year.
and i mean alot.
all the hell and shit.
it's all over now.
the year has passed.
it's amazing how much i think i grew up in the past year.
i realized how important it is to be happy.
how important it is to be truthful.
to be faithful.
i realized the difference of loving someone and being in love.
i realized that material stuff dont last.
it's love that keeps things alive.
i realized the importance of my good ol' frens.
they nvr fail to be by my side.
so we all have our own lifes.
but everyone tries.
everyone makes an effort.
to be tgt sometimes.
and that means so so much to me.
without the girls.
i wldnt be me.
i'm glad i'm happy now.
always broke.
but always happy with those i love.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!

nye was goooood.
besides the marketing part.
all else was gooood.
steamboating at mun's plc.
ate so much i tot i was gonna explode.
am so glad hon went down.
smiles.
pple i love were all there.
watched some tv and sipped some baileys.
den hon and i decided to go down central mall.
off we went with mun.
sat outside sos.
drinking the vodka we brought.
wooooo.
not bad at all.
cant rem wat time i got back to mun's plc.
with a pounding head.
and alcohol zooming in my blood.
sch's starting.
nitto pack my room.
how many times have i said tt already man.
ok.
NOW.
i'm gonna pack NOW.
NOW!!!!!
tataz.

woke up how cow early la.
sheryl seah u better be thankful u have a fren lyk me lor.
kns.
now stoning at her plc.
bored.
think i'm gonna slp.
i NEED to slp.
so yeah.
i'll see the rest laters man.
good nights.

-burps-
had a HUGE plate of pasta for dinner.
it's not bad la.
considering i'm a noob at cream sauce.
mum said it aint too bad either.
and the honey.
he of coz said tt it was not bad.
haha.
my feet hurts.
sprained my ankle yest at volleyball.
and wore heels to club.
now i noe injured foot and heels dont go.
wtf.
there's still a load of stuff to be done.
wld be workin on fri sat and prolly sunday.
no time to pack my room.
no time to clean up.
omfg.
i'm screwed.
gonna burn some cds to bring to mun's tmr.
gonna be a LONG day tmr again.
the marketing.
the preparing.
the snoozing at her plc.
den the eating.
the drinking.
and finally the slping.
if there's any la.

it's 1030 in the fucking morning.
great.
i had less than 5 hrs of slp.
fantastic.
my ankle hurts.
my shoulder hurts.
my feet hurts.
my face is burnt.
my arms are aching.
oh wth.
beached yesterday.
wonderful sun.
w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l
decided on clubbin' in the evening.
so off we went.
home.
changed.
zips.
outta the hse.
dragged mun along.
omfg.
i'm so glad i went.
hahaha.
was fun shit yesterday man.
mun...
i'm glad u had fun.
wasnt too drunk yesterday.
saw a few familiar faces.
lyk michelle,mel,sham,ivy & i cant rem no more.
hee.
fun shit fun shit.
and now.
i have a LONG day of errands to run.
a dinner to cook.
a room to pack.
woooooooo.
grind me man.

nights.

had an ok day.
and now suddenly
i'm feeling damn fucked up.
sighs.
have NO IDEA why.
i hate my stupid personality because of this.
it sucks man.
fucking mood swings.
i need to talk to my love.
he always make me feel better.
always.