across oceans and over skies.

alrite.
i've spent abt 4hrs doing up my new layout.
and this just doesnt seem to be going my way.
have no idea why the tagboard is all the way below.
and i dunnoe how to link a pic.
sighs.
somebody save me...
friggin' bored at hm.
almost to tears man.

quite a blah day today.
boring night.
and i mean boring.
oh wells.
bored.
think i'm gonna stonez at hm tmr.
honey's a busy boy.
-sulks-
think i'll go to the lib.
get a few good books.
den come hm and chill.
plenty of ben&jerry's at hm.
too bad no company.
-shrugs-
you're my special boy...

so when i said i'm going to slp.
i just slpt all the way for 11hrs str8.
i woke up to a call frm hon.
and mudder's call for dinner.
sup to send honey the proj.
but i slpt.
sup to have dinner but i still slpt.
so.
hur.
mudder came into the rm at 5 am.
and i still asked for the time.
thinking i can wake up and eat dinner.
hur.
watevers.
at least i'm feeling bright and chirpy now.
grinz.
honey's busy for tonight.
will meet munmun laterz.
anyone?

1 project down.
abt 5000000 more to go.
this sucks alrite.
i cant wait to get my pay on sunday.
i'll go make myself happy.
with pathetic 60bucks.
hur.
hur.
hur.
presentation was killer today.
just a busy day running everywhere.
late for almost everything we attended.
was in a HORRIBLE mood.
and the rain din help make it better.
honey did though.
put up with all my crap.
*hugs honey tight...
am going to take a nap now.
wake up to some good tv.
(i hope)
and some good ice cream.
(i'm sure)

finally "done" with the stupid proj.
i'm fucking tired.
and fucking stressed out.
need some big time headbanging.
but it's too late to be blasting some nice music.
my poor honey is so tired.
-huggies-
gotta be in sch early tmr for the prac we missed.
hur.
both are idiots.
i woke him up den went back to slp.
he woke up and went back to slp.
so in the end we both cmi for the prac.
watever lor.
haha.
seriously.
when i type "haha" i aint laffing.
in ZERO mood to laff.
i really need some decent r&r&r.
rest.relax.retail.
need some cash to fall frm the sky.
lyk now.
need fags too.
need some tlc.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
screw it.

frigging tired.
had dinner with da folks.
so much to do so little time.
i need a nap.
need a break frm work.
gimme 2 days.
just 2 days.
to chill at home.
go sun tanning.
i'll be more alive.
but oh wells.
time and tide waits for no man.
-sulks-
u're my only comfort.

am fucking stressed out.
and i mean fucking stressed out.
watevers.
stupid fishy project.
in ZERO mood for any sorta crap.
ERrrrrrrrGGGghh.
tmr's the presentation and we're still doing the ppt now.
-sighs-
got many many many more projects coming our way.
due in no time.
oh man.
i need to slp.
i need some retail therapy.

the sun just aint seem to be shining right today.
wind blowing hair into my face.
not feeling wat i want to feel.
feels like i'm all alone in ice land.
so far away and so cold.

I always told you
You were the only one in my life
I always hoped you'd
You'd be that special love here by my side
I know you're wonderin' if I'm really feeling you
Well, baby I do

How will you know if I love you for life?
How will you know?
Girl, you will know when you look in my eyes
Just look in my eyes, baby
(I could never hurt you) Oh no
(I would never break your heart) I'd never break your heart
And I'll love you till the day that I die
Gonna love you for life
(Love you for life)

I want to tell you
You are my everything
you complete me (you complete me, baby)
Girl, I want to tell you that I don't need anything
When you're loving me
So, girl, don't worry, cuz I'm really feeling you
Nobody but you

(How will you know if I love you for life?) For life
How will you know?
(Girl, you will know when you look in my eyes)
Oh, look in my eyes, oh baby
(I could never hurt you) I would never hurt you
(I would never break your heart) Never break your heart
(And I'll love you till the day that I die)
(Gonna love you for life)

Oh, girl, it's coming from the bottom of my heart
I'm feeling you with all of my soul
And it's like something I ain't never felt before
I love you more than you know (more than you know)

(How will you know if I love you for life?)
You know I love you, yeah
(Girl you will know when you look in my eyes)
You'll know, you look in my eyes, baby, baby
(I could never hurt you) And I could never hurt you
(I would never break your heart) And I would never break your heart
(And I'll love you till the day that I die)
Oooh, gonna love you for life, oooh, love you for life

Justin Guarini - How Will You Know

i'm just a simple girl.
in a high-tech digital world.

for all the girls out there...

10 reasons to love your body...
1. cos your hips fits so perfectly into his when you're spooning.
2. cos perfection is blah. all hail spots, lines and even cellulite (who doesnt have them?)!
3. cos someone's idea of the perfect body is yours.
4. cos it feels so great in old jeans and a plain tee.
5. cos it somehow knows how to create a miracle of life in the form of a little baby - as long as you give it the nine months it asks for.
6. cos the earthshaking, heaven-opening, spine-tingling sex it can have - even by itself.
7. cos of the way it feels after a workout - glowing, sexy, and supercharged.
8. cos your feet are strong enough to carry you around, yet humble enough not to complain (as often as they should).
9. cos it makes you feel like a woman and best of all, you can flaunt it whenever you feel like it.
10. cos your body is the one thing you have that will truly last a lifetime.

extracted - cleo 10/03

oh wells.
i'll try to love my body more.
grinz.

awww man.
i slpt at lyk 5.
and i'm awake at lyk 9.
watever.
slpt with all my makeup on.
and my hair full of gel.
awwwww.
horrible.
drinking with the classmaties.
super funny.
saw rong rong and her gf.
drank a tad bit too much.
smirks.
honey wanted to kill me already i think.
heez.
oh wells.
guess we all had a fair share of our fun.
smiles.
dying to play pool now.
howz manz.
honey,
i'm so sorry if u din have fun.
u had to take care of me.
smiles.
thanx sweetheart.
u're the best.
hugs.