across oceans and over skies.

been really troubled lately.
like i've said a million times before
life can nvr get too good for me.
when everything seems just so right.
everyother thing starts to fuck up.
sighs.
for example our xmas plan is fucked up.
the headset i wanna get for my new phone is motherfucking expensive.
baby's phonebill is like half a thousand dollars.
the website we booked the hotel thru has yet to return me the 200bucks they deducted frm my acc.
i shld go buy 4d later.
i need the cash.
wat are the chances really.
-sniffs-
i'm still sick.
after more than a week.
baby's falling sick coz he's been with me all the time.
and he doesnt wanna slp early.
and he refuses to wake up in the mornings.
getting really irritated with his lazing in bed nonsense.
it's 10am now.
think i'm heading back to bed after a fag.
i dont really care abt anything now.
in a really lousy state.
everything is so wrong.
sighs.

oh.
anyhows.
happy big day to percy darling & jeddy boy.
i love you both.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
confirmed item to strike off my wishlist!!!!!!!!!!!!
so happy.
cant wait.
damn blardy excited.
oh wells.
anyhows.
met up with the girls today.
was the usual shit la.
bitching and talking at the top of lungs.
life's getting as good as it can get.
com's gonna be fixed.
there's a plan for xmas eve.
i made a big big decision.
i'm very much in love.
i've been very loved.
i'm a rather happy girl.
-grins-
all i want now is a relaxing weekend.
where i get to slack and slack without a care in the world.
without having to rush ard like a mad woman.
this weekend shall be it.
-bigbigsmile-
friday's gonna be shopping and chilling in town.
sat's gonna be swimming and nua-ing at the bbq.
sunday's just gonna be good ol' staying at hm and having mac's for breakfast.
at least i hope it'll turn out tt way.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
happy happy.
ooooooooooooooo.
we're going wakeboarding again!!!!!
cooooooooooooool shit.

home.
finally.
not tt i wanna come home.
but i kinda have to.
sighs.
just spoke to my lecturer.
and she was really supportive abt some issues i have.
which i do not want to blog abt as yet.
but baby wld know.
and with her advice i feel so much more confident abt doing what i wanna do.
she's like the best mentor.
(i hope u like that.:])
but yeah.
i trust her views on serious issues
coz somehow she's really open and she's cool with she's challenged with new ideas.
yeah.
too bad i was hers for only 1 sem.
grins.
anyhows.
i cant wait to talk to the boy and let him know how things are going thru my mind right now.
cant wait to hear his views as well.
been totally pampered the past week.
and i feel wierd being alone now.
nobody to bring me water when i am thirsty man.
off to get my water and wait for my boy to call.

oooooo.
1 of my christmas wish can be striked off soon.
at least i hope it'll be before christmas la.
griiiiiiiiiiiiiinsssssssssssssssssssss.

i'm at my boy's place again.
and i dont feel like going home.
supposed to meet my mom like in the morning
but here i am.
refusing to budge.
gonna wait till she bugs me.
burps.
anyway
the past week has been great.
been spending loads of time with the boy.
been loved like a lil puppy.
-grins-
but all's gonna fall apart soon.
coz baby's starting work next week.
eh
have i already mentioned this?
ah watever la huh.
the sun's up right now.
wish tt i cld go for a tan.
sighs.
anyhows.
christmas is coming
and tt just mean tt i have a christmas wishlist to put up
here goes

. . . . .pink v3!!!!
. . . . .nano.black.
. . . . .lappy fixed.
. . . . .bikini.

okies.
gotta decide wat to do now.
love u all.