across oceans and over skies.

yesssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!
happiness.
wahhhhhhhhhahaha.
i wont say wat izzit tt's making me so happy.
but just looking outta my window is making me grin alr.
-smileeeeesssssssssssss-
went to the docs.
and now i noe.
i'm too skinny for clubs.
to make it understandable.
i'm too thin and and i dun exercise
and tt's the reason i black out when i go to clubs or whenever i stay vertical for too long.
alrite worm.
time to amore.
kickboxing.
-nods-
baby sent me home after reading my previous post.
hehz.
and we had a great dinner mummy bought.
anyway.
mj tmr.
so i need a good night's rest.
at least i noe i would with the help of the drugs.
i hope to see my nato tmr after for lunch.
i miss tt bimbo.
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i am so super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yessssssssss!!!!!

i'm sick.
and i deserve to be taken care of.
but i have no idea where's my baby.
at home slping i think.
coz i'm sick and we're not doing proj today.
it's sucha gloomy rainy smelly day.
my nose gets choked up 5 secs after i clear it.
i want my baby here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sighs.
sad to say.
my boyfriend is a rare species.
he'll leave me to die rather than travel 1.5hrs to my plc.
sighs.
my room is in a huge mess.
but i'm just too shagged to clear it up.
at least i cleared the bowls i left there since 3 days ago.
there're some crazy fuckers screaming their asses off at my void deck.
and there's some construction going on.
gonna interfere with my slp.
screw them all.
sobs.
i want my baby.
things wld be better with my baby ard.
sulks.

a chevrolet picked me up today.
it's a bliss i swear.
i get outta the lift.
walk to the road.
and hop into the car.
bad thing.
it isnt my baby's car.
haha.
but it's good enuff tt i have a nice classmate who's willing to come pick me up.
it's fun to sit in a new car.
meddling with the new sound system and all.
i falling ill.
baby thinks it's coz i'm in the hospital too much.
and since vern's immunity is low
decided not to drop by.
i need some oj.
for the vit c.
too bad i cannot resist temptations.
had a mutton murtabak with a heap of curry.
doesnt help when my throat feels lyk sandpaper.
awwwww.
i think i nitto slp real soon.
realllll soon.

a scene replays in my head.
a scene i've been thinking of for days.
a scene that wldnt stop repeating.
a scene nobody wld noe.
besides me.

i'm so super tired.
it's been a long day in sch.
did proj till lyk 7.
wanted to come home before i go see vern darling.
but i was too too tired.
almost overslpt on the bus.
i'm going to slp soon.
but i'm gonna wait for mum to go to bed.
den i'll have a goodnight fag.
my irritating pest is playing lan.
i wonder when the hellllllllllll my vday dinner is coming.
anywayz.
while waiting for mum to slp.
here goes.

1. what song are you listening to rite now?- listening to the news.on chan5.
2. what shirt colour you are wearing now?- black tshirt i wore to sch.
3. have you showered?- no.
4. now who is on your mind?- my pest.i'm thinking of when and where he's bringing me out for dinner.
5. now, whose lyrics do you like so much? - jason mraz.
6. where do you feel like going?- to my bed.
7. what movie do you want to watch in the cinema?- finding neverland.it's nvr gonna come.
8. now, what do you want most?- a fag.i'm dying for one.
9. now, what are you eating and drinking?- just had zhu zha tang with pig's skin and intestines.YUMz.with iced peach tea by the side.
10. current mood right now?- stressed out.
11. when is your birthday?- 30th aug.
12. where did you buy your school bag? howmuch? colour?- my baby bought it.project shop.black denim.:]
13. where did you buy your pencilbox?colour?- projectshop.blue denim.
14. how was ur day?- tiring.long and icky.
15. shampoo?- pantene.green one.
16. shower cream/soap?- shrugs.mum buys them and puts them into the dispenser device.
STUDIES
1. best subject?- science.
2. worst subject?- maths.
3. for your last exam, what was your levelposition?- i dun think anyone cares.i dun at least.
LAST TIME
1. last time you fell in love?- i cant rem.but i'm still falling.
2. last movie you watched?with who?- a very long engagement.with a very irritating person who kept whining abt the movie title even b4 watching the show.
3. last shirt you wore before this shirt?- ....lame la.i dunnoe.i cant rem.
4. last thing you held?- my phone.desmond called.
5. last time you cried?- friday night.when baby and i attempted to kill each other.hehz.
6. last place you went?- the the atm at the ntuc near my plc.
7. last call u received?- 30secs ago from desmond.
o8. last testimonial you got?- er.someone pls check it out.
09. last message you got (friendster)?- i think it was angel's irritating jonathan fren thing.
10. last email?- mike.the proteomics tutorial.hurs.
11. last thing you did?- ate a pig.lyk a pig.
12. last present you got?- dennis bear.frm dennis monkey.
13. Last present you gave to someone?-i a shirt and a pair of berms for my baby on his bday.
14. Last issue you read @ newspaper?- i cant rem.was reading when sitting beside vern.

i'm getting bored by these surveys.
i'm gonna make my own soon.
nights.

wooooooooooo.
lorraine lai is in the semis for miss sg universe.
cool shittttttt.
miss pick-her-nose-in-class-and-drool-in-her-slp is gonna be ms sg!!!
how unbelievable.
but she's a cool chick.
and apprentice is funny shit.
how the guy who wanna to take anna kournikova's serve
ended up having to run ard the court in his boxers.
finally had a nice day out with my baby.
stupid boy he is.
i was how pissed when he was fortyfuckingfive minutes late.
blardy hell.
he made it up by queuing forever for the food.
haha.
caught the show recommended by alene tay.
and it was good shit.
anyway.
it's gonna be a hectic week again next week.
presentation on tuesday.
report due on tuesday.
proj.
work on slides for internal presentation.
study for test.
and the exams.
2 papers.
and it'll all be over by 4pm on the 29th mar.
and all there is to do then is proj.
-deep breaths-
and all shopping to look good for the external presentation.
yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
it's all good.
all goooood.