Thursday, February 18, 2010
i'm weak (another realization).
not in the i-cant-run-a-marathon way (ok that too).
but in the i-have-to-hang-onto-my-500-yrs-old-bolster way.
sighs.
a bag tt's at least 2yrs old, holey and falling apart is the "decision of a lifetime".
i took abt 15mins to sign an agreement tt once it's approved for a one-for-one exchange
i will nvr see it again.
and tt i will have to pick a colour tt's available at tt particular outlet.
30mins after signing it
i went back to the shop and got my bag back.
coz i cant bear to carry a pink/lavender/blue bag (check spring/summer collection for le pliage on longchamp.com).
my grey is seasonal and it rocks.
so i will hang onto it for dear life for now.
and i cant find my tiffany ring.
the one the boy bought.
SOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
he doesnt even care.
i called the bkk hotel to check and thankyouverymuch
she cant tell me immediately if it's there or not.
SOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
i just springcleaned.
i emptied all boxed and pouches it might ever be in.
i checked with the boy's sister.
no where to be found.
FUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
the last time i left bunny behind at a hotel and he was nvr found
i was devastated.
i dreamt of him.
i was MEGA guilty.
i still am.
i love u bunny.
in loving memory
WAILSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.