across oceans and over skies.

paper sucked big time.
anyways.
finally we're having a gathering.
and i'm so looking forward to all the girlie bitching.
missed havin the whole crowd there at one time.
but seriously.
it aint easy organizing these shits.
haha.
anyhows.
i feeling lyk crap once again.

met my darling linda today.
told me her story.
and made me think alot.
got a lil depressed.
but girl.
watever your choice is.
i'll support you.
and i'll be there for you if u ever need me.
but i hope in the end.
you'll walk away with your head up high.
-hugs-

picture us dancing real close
in a dark dark corner of a basement party.
everytime i close my eyes
is like everyone left but you and me.
in our own little world.
the music is the sun.
the dancefloor becomes the sea.
feels like true paradise to me.

those moods.
they stick to me lyk plague.
however good the day goes.
they come back again and again.
3 things can make things better.
chocolate ice cream.
retail therapy.
or.
the honey with me now.
i cant do any of them now.
i'll do the next best thing.
goodnights.

i'm supposed to slp when i get home.
but i just cant get to slp.
anyways.
i'm not going for the overseas attachment thing.
so that you guys wont miss me.
haha.
no la.
i just aint chosen.
but it's good.
i wont miss my honey too much when i'm on this sunny island.
gotta go out and study.
-smoooooch-

finally got the pics uploaded.
go to album 4 to view it.
i nitto slp.
i have a paper in less than 9 hrs.
i need some slp.
now.

got back frm a whole load of laughing.
man.
i love my friends.
i love them all.
smirks.
gonna play some games now.
fuck the paper tmr man.
hur.

got home frm studying.
really tired.
need a nap.
but i'm more interested in uploading the pics.
new pics coming soon~~~!!!
yawnz.
so much to do.
too lazy to do.

man.
i'm so tired.
just woke up frm a 4hr+ slp.
wondering where's my love.
paper today was fine.
wat a change huh.
hur.
gotta mug for wed's paper now.
but i feel lyk a smoke now.
yawnz.
gonna call my darling to bug him.
hee.
my darling's so cute.
omg.
hahaha.
sounded how blur on the phone la.
HUGS!!!!!!!!
i love you so much.
smooch.
gonna meet the mun now for some teh-ing.
and of coz.
not without the bitching.

been studying out since the afternoon.
feeling so shagged.
am glad i cld get some stuffies into my head.
but i need some rest before i can go on.
some games wld be good.
heading for the www now.
yawnz.
need a good slp too.
tt'll prolly come after the following tuesday.

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?: sakuras.
..rain?: cold.
..tornado?: california.
..summer love?: sun.
..Jon?: huh?
..Mike?: my classmate.the irritating one.
..Shea?: huh?
..banana?: monkeys.
..dizzy?: alcohol.
..Laura?: sunflower.
..Juan?: heh?
..car?: expensive.
..white?: tissue.
..peppermint?: candy cane.
..New Found Glory?: church.
..placebo?: drugs.
..orange juice?: mcdonald's.
..candid camera?: lame shit.
..sister?: bitches.
..brother?: bear.
..hate?: bugs.
..school?: boring.
..President?: indian.
..football?: mutu.
..rap?: eminem.
..pop?: justin timberlake.
..rock?: head bang.
..punk?: dreadlocks.
..sex?: bed.
..death?: come what may.
..baby?: cabbage patch kids.
..duuude?: punksters.
..the end?: tunnel.

What makes you laugh?: crappy shit.
Who is your hero?: my honey who saves me frm the trips and slips.
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?: who else.
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: 2 that i wear regularly.many tt i dont.
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?: i dont wear em.
Who do you blame for your mood today?: chang yoon ching.
If the Internet were sex... I would: be online everyday.-smirks-
Have you ever seen a dead body?: -nods-
What is something scientists need to invent?: cures for wierd diseases and illnesses.
What should we do with stupid people?: teach em.
Have you ever broken a bone?: nopes.
Do you watch local news? Why?: yeah.i just do when it's on tv mobile.
What happens after you die?: i wldnt noe.
How big is your bed? Big enough?: funnily sized.big enuff for 1.not for 2.
How long do you think you will live?: till i'm 50?

Three things that scare me:
1: scary shows.
2: my mum.
3: medical reports.
Three people who make me laugh:
1: my honey.
2: worm.
3: angel.
Three Things I love:
1: my honey.
2: the beach.
3: cigerattes.
Three Things I hate:
1: rebonded hair.
2: chinese.the language.
3: cab fare meters.
Three things I don't understand:
1: why am i so full of hate.
2: why am i sucha klutz.
3: wat's so interesting abt lan.
Three things on my desk:
1: blood stained tissue.blood frm my toe which i banged against sth.
2: nail buffer.
3: glass of water.
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: thinking abt cutting my hair.
2: listening to incubus.
3: doing this thing.
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: live in a condo.
2: own a golden retriever.
3: marry the man of my life.
Three things I can do:
1: be myself.a bitch.
2: pluck eyebrows for everyone.
3: smoke lyk a train.
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: anti social.
2: fluctuating.
3: hardcore bitch.
Three things I can't do:
1: ride a bicycle.can only go straight.doesnt count does it?
2: swim for more than 30 secs.
3: act lyk a normal decent girl.

home early for once on a sat night.
chinablacking.
din drink much.
the tests are coming.
and i've really gotta study.
suddenly.
i really hate sch.
i hate the cold labs.
i hate the boring lectures.
there's only 2 reasons why i go to sch.
so that i wont starve.
and.
to see my love.