you didn't cause the hurt i feel.
i did.
i didn't mean to hurt you because of this.
although i don't know if you are.
i can't remember what you said exactly.
but it was all assuring.
thank you so much.
it felt good being in your arms.
thank you for being there.
staying home almost the whole day is killing me.
wanted to go meet irene and nut.
but i slpt till 7+.
another time mayb.
rather slpy still.
but oh wells.
gonna slp late so that i'll slp in till late.
b4 my weekend mornings get wrecked.
meeting the girlies for dinner.
den going over to esther's.
haven had a night out for a long time.
been sooooooo sooooooooo soooooooo good.
smiles.
i'm sure my mummy is prouda me.
smirks.
i think i'm pms-ing.
moods are swinging.
lyk a pendulum now.
gently and slowly.
but it's gonna be lyk a high-flying swing soon.
hur.
oh great.
i got home at 4am.
and here i am blogging.
wat an idiot.
i nitto slp.
but i woke up starving.
waiting for the water to boil to make my noodles.
last night was helluva fun boy.
so many peeps.
my classmates.
the boys.
the gf's.
mun and gang.
fun shit.
i ended up with a halfbroken finger.
but it's ok.
i really hope i get my pay later.
i'm fucking broke.
thank goodness i made it home.
baby you gonna drive me crazy.
i fucked the last paper up.
hur.
but watever.
it's the last paper and i so dun care.
yawnz.
i'm damn tired.
paper ended at 10.
and i was out till now.
i need some slp.
gotta work on da proj tmr.
and going for some good ol' retro tmr night.
-smiles-
cant wait.
for u.
to.
be.
here.
iamsupposedtobestudying.
buticantputmymindtoit.
sohow?
iblogeveryfewhours.
andiwatchtheacademyawards.
andidolameassquizzesonline.
andheregoes.
ihaveacrystalheart.
shrugs.
asifanyonecareswatheartihave.

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iamfuckingpissed.
ihavealottofuckingstudy.
buticantcoziamsopissed.
andiamsosick.
iwannacry.
idunwannatakethefuckingtest.
another rip off.
hees.
A- Age: 19 this year.
B- Boyfriend: how many?-thinks-.heehee.only 1 la.dennis low!
C- Chore you hate: bathing my guinea pig.
D- Did it before: did fwat?-smirks-
E- Essential make up item: lippy.
F- Favorite actor: eh.erms.adam sandler.i just watched water boy.hee.
G- Gold or silver: silver.
H- Hometown: singapore.
I- Instruments you play: trombone.haha.used to la.amazing huh.
J- Job title: student.tutor.hees.
K- Kids: cute when they're cabbage patch kids sized.annoying as they get older.
L- Living arrangements: parents et moi.
M- Mom's name: margaret.
N- Number of times you yawn in a day?: gazillion on a boring day.
O- Overnight hospital stays: when i was a baby.3.
P- Phobia: deep water.lyk 1.8 pool.
Q- Quote you like to say: "you're a big boy now...."-smirks-
R- Regular drink: iced tea.
S- Secret crush: i dont have one.smiles.
T- Time you wake up: different time everyday.6 when there's sch at 8.
U- Unique habit: unique?eh.staring at pple.izzit unique?
V- Vegetable you refuse to eat: that smelly one u eat in a steamboat.
W- Worst habit: forgetting things within 2 secs.
X- X-rays you’ve had: 1.to see if i broke my arm.
Y- Yummy food you make: pasta.tt's easy peasy.
Z- Zodiac sign: virgo.but i aint no perfectionist pple.
met mun for teh again.
man.
i've got hell to study.
i dunnoe how i'm gonna do it.
or whether i'm even gonna do it.
falling sicker and sicker by the min.
i need a doc with me 24-7.
i was sick just 2 weeks ago.
wtf.
my immune system is failing me.
that extra flap of "skin" at my tummy seems to be expanding.
getting thicker and thicker.
gotta work it man.
angel.
let's go gyming one day k?
amazingly i'm up at this time.
but i'm not going for tuition.
coz honey FORBIDS me.
well.
coz of last night.
he was so worried he wanted to call the ambulance.
but dearie.
i'm fine alrite?
so basically i cant go anywhere today but stay home.
good thing is.
today's sunday.
plenty of shows to watch.
hee.
fuck the test on tuesday la.
and oh.
i'm how broke.
left with 2 bucks.
and it's next week's allowance.
fuck this shit.
alac.
gonna miss ya.
take care in viet k?
come back fast.