ok my hand hurts.
my shopping frm taipei was just too heavy.
deep heat aint working.
and i dont know wat's gonna.
the boy's coming home tmr!
he's docked somewhere off changi naval base now.
retarded huh.
it means tt he's actually back but he is not.
so i told him to jump off and swim.
sighs.
one more night of being alone.
just one more.
i can do it.
i've done it for the past 41nights.
and i'm still alive.
i bought a new book today.
and i have another new book lying ard.
and i'm currently halfway thru another.
it's the maniac books buying.
sighs.
k.
early day tmr to work.
and when i get back
the boy'd be back.
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