across oceans and over skies.

so i turn 18 today.
had my first legal fag at the stroke of midnite.
bought my first legal pack of fags at heeren.
but all's still the same.
although i've yet to go for my first legal partying.
it'll come it'll come.
prolly soon.
smirks.
still gotta mug for the coming papers.
still sulking over sucky papers.
thanx to all who wished me a happy birthday.
THANKs!!!
thanx my sweetest honey.
for being with me the whole day.
whole night.
not exactly whole night.
but good enuff.
smiles.
u're the sweetest thing i've got in the 18 years of my life.
u're all i need hon.
i love u.

ooooohhh.
am a happy happy girl today.
although i dun think i'll do well for imm.
but fuck it.
got a pressie frm niki.
(thanx girl.)
went to the lib to mug.
but all we did was walk in and outta sch to have fags.
oh wells.
den worm & devilz appeared outside the lib.
so sssswwwwwweeeeeeeet of them.
ganged up with guaba to surplise me.
(thanx girls.u girls are the best of frens man.)
so tt guaba came.
studied abit.
den we headed off to kap.
while the boys went to town.
sup to be studying at kap la.
budden.
oh wells.
we ended up talking for a good 3 hrs i think.
hardcore telling-our-life-story session.
haha.
as if it's the first day we know each other.
smiles.
but was good.
i love to talk.
hahaha.
i dunwan anything.
all i do want is u & i to be us.
for a long time to come.
u noe i do.i hope u do.

sucky day.
honey lost his wallet.
feeling lousy for him.
poor thing.
paper's tmr & crappy stuff has to happen.
-hugs honey tight-
dun think abt it first ok?
study hard for the tests alrite?
i love u.
hugs.hugs.hugs.
studied in sch.
slacked quite abit.
am too tired to do anything now.
paper's at 9 tmr.
think i'll go take a nap first.
buhbye world.

it's mars day!!!!
the big red untwinkly star.
it just looked normal to me.
-shrugs-
it's supposed to be a once-in-60000 years thing.
so i'm trying to get excited.
murdered my brain cells for 10hrs today.
wells.
was stoning/slacking/smoking/sulking half the time.
so.
yeah.
-shrugs-
bleahssss.
saw or-jwee at hv.
still the same bimbotic girl.
haha.
cutes.

every night i get hm sulky and grumpy.
coz i murdered so much of my brain cells.
imm is KILLING ME!!!
spent the past 3 days studying ONE module.
tell me i suck.
sighs.
was at hv with guaba.
den dada came.
den chow came.
but i was alone alot.
sat outside studying.
(my feet is bleeding lyk no tmr.OMG!)
am tired.
but i've gotta keep going.
i nitto get a music playing device soon.
errrghhhhh.
u pig u pig u pig!!!
i miss irritating u.
and i miss u irritating me!!!
i'm gonna bite u the next time i see u.
smirks.

spent the whole day out "studyin".
was in sch.
met honey for awhile.
tt sweetheart bought ice-jelly for me.
smiles.
thanx dear.
met rebecca ling to study tgt.
understood some stuff tt i nvr understood.
so.thanx girl.
-smiles-.
went to meet the hon at kap.
he was "studying" with the boys.
was alone after tt.
they went lan-ing.
happened to bump into david.
so got company.
smiles.
i missed u so much the 2 days i din see u.
missing those hugs.
and those kisses.
i always miss them.
and u.

tuition in the morning.
basically just slacked there.
went down wtc to meet angel.
was sitting outside macs.
studying.
waiting for tt stupid girl.
an hr odd passed.
so i called.
and she's been sitting INSIDE mac's waiting for me.
WTH!!!!
lyk idiots man.
well.
sat tgt eventually.
outside.
den went inside to sit with her frens.
gods noes who la.
i only rem jiechao (coz he tot me maths) & zhongxun (coz he noe's honey)
oh wells.
smiles.
was home for steamboat dinner.
dad's bday.
and here i am.
been doing my maths.
sucha gooooooood girl.
smiles.
am gonna see honey tmr!!!
yippppppeeeee.
i miss him.