across oceans and over skies.

wat happened to no more fucking ard?
i was out today!!
omg!!!
was with mun & maine.
went back crescent early in the afternoon.
was open hse day.
headed to town to meet maine.
went to kopi club to study.
got chased away after abt an hr.
so we went taka.
had lunch.
went to the lib.
was packed.
so headed to spin's.
was at the mooncake thing again b4 spin's.
was pouring.
so cldnt study much.
was getting drenched in the shelter.
wth.
did study abit though.
smirks.
went to ikea at 7+.
maine's so sweet.
bot mun & me each a red rose.
thanx :]
had dinner.
the 3 of us are gonna become big fat pigs in no time.
sulks.
bot a candle & some markers.
smiles.
tired.
but i've gotta study.
heez.
i missed u today.
actually i miss u everyday.
hope u've been good.
thought abt u alot.

got hm abt an hr & a half ago.
was talking to the honey on the fone.
he's sucha cutie/brat/love.
haha.
had a nice talk with him.
abt everything under the sun.
smiles.
was in town after sucky sch.
had an unexpected presentation.
pretty lousy coz zero preparation.
slpt thru half of maths lect.
headed str8 downtown after sch.
with honey & poh.
whacked balls.
yes.again.
i'm getting really broke.
oh wells.
slacked ard abit b4 the guys left for prata.
waited for mun.
chilled.
walked ard.
dinner.
and i'm hm.
it'll be the "last" day of fucking ard.
after today it'll be hardcore mugging.
(yeah rite)
i hate i hate i hate.
i hateeeeeeeeeee.
alritoes.
mug time.
dont say 'i love you' because i do.
say it coz u do.

am a big fat duck.
fattest in the world.
omg.
my tummy is bulging.
had my ben&jerry's again.
it's goooood.
but it's damn fattening.
-sulks-
oh well.
am a good girl today.
stayed in sch after classes with honey.
was studying in the lib.
doing my stats.
i suck at stats.
so my poor honey was teaching me.
grinz.
oh wells.
at least i learnt sth.
the man i love
shld love me more than anyone else.
do u?

i'm so full.
i think i'm gonna explode.
juz had wanton mee.
with extra char shio.
otah.
chicken wings.
soup.
dessert.
omg.
i think after the tests i'll have put on another 10kgs.
wld become a FAT pig already.
which reminds me.
honey said tt i'm fat.
-sulks-
alrite.
i'm going on a diet frm today.
smirks.
wonder if tt pig is hm.
sch was super long.
and super blah.
oh wells.
i need a smoke.
have to wait abt 2 more hrs.

ended sch at 12.
but i just got my ass hm.
met jane after sch.
headed down to hv.
met mun.
went *bucks & chilled.
started "studyin" awhile later.
did the easy stuff first.
aqua namely.
mun left.
den we all left after awhile.
went to town to find tt honey.
whacked balls.
think the pool plc is earning HUGE bucks.
oh well.
i think i nitto go do some reading.
-sulks-
anyway.
my 2 tests sucked.
crossing my fingers.
if u get there before i do,
dont give up on me.
i'll meet you when my chores are through.
i dont know how long i'll be.
but i'm not gonna let you down.
darling wait and see.
and between now & then,
until i see you again.
i'll be lovin' you,
love me...

was slping peacefully.
den i suddenly jumped outta bed.
was only sup to take a NAP.
told tt honey of mine to wake me up at 9-tish.
but i guess he's slping too.
so.
here i am.
eye puffy,red & damn dry.
at 2245hr.
alrite.
i so god-damn nitto get my ass to my work.
2 tests tmr.
but well.
i so cannot be bothered.
so.
basically.
i juz nitto do stuff.
i hate my dreams.
they make me feel extremely lousy.
lyk i'm not good enuff.

sulks.
sulks.
sulks.
sutpid aqua paper on my bday.
i hate this shit.
i cant wait to get my ass hm.
gonna flop on the bed and sulk.
downing my ice-cream.
stupid.
gotta go for lect now.
i wanna cry.

just downed a cup of ben&jerry's.
dunnoe y i'm feeling lyk crap again.
sighs.
past few nights i've been in this kinda fucked up mood.
i need chocolate man.
those ben&jerrys' are all vanilla.
wat's wrong with these pple man.
i need the damn chocs.
-sulks-
i need u.
but i aint gonna call u and whine.
i cant bear to let u go thru another of my lousy mood session again.
-hugs-

day was alrite.
curled up in bed.
reading my book frm lyk 1-4.
den suddenly.
my day became extremely good.
smiles.
honey 'surplised' me.
smiles.
sucha sweet dude.
muackz.
he came to my plc.
w/o telling me.
although he din appear on a horse
with a huge bunch of roses.
it was good enuff already.
wat matters more is HE'S here.
smiles.
weather was good.
book was good.
bed was warm.
just needed him to be here.
and he came!!!
muackz.
but my poor thing is on his way home now.
it's a long long way.
u came into my life.
sent frm above