across oceans and over skies.

yayyyyyyyy.
canon ixus i here i come!!!!
just talked to the mum abt the cash and stuff.
cool shit.
she's fucking on abt it.
so tmr.
i'll be heading down to expo.
once again.
to grab tt ixus.
wwwwwwwwwooooooooooooooohhhhoooooooooooo.
black.
silver.
white.
or bronze?
den i can start my photo album of insects seen at boonlay.
lame huh.
haha.
had a good dinner today.
honey decided tt we shld go somewhere nicer than fastfood for dinner.
yummilicious.
harry's potter (as my honey puts it) tmr!!
cant wait.
-rubs hands in anticipation-

another lame ass questionaire.

1. wishing: for pple i care abt to be happy.
2. after this: going to slp.
3. talking to: no one.
4. fetishes: chocolates.happy trails.-grinz-
5. some favorite movies: love actually.shrek.harry's potter.
6. something you're looking forward to: buying tt ixus.and harry's potter tmr.
7. last thing you ate: black pepper beef pasta.
8. something you're afraid of: losing my loved ones.
9. some favorite foods: rosti.ice cream.kuay chap.
10. something -or someone- you wish you could understand better: my darling.and me.stms i think i dunnoe myself at all.i can get real crazy.
11. miss someone you haven't seen in a long time: linda.she's in ozzie.sobs.

in the last 24 hrs have you:
12. cried: i think i did.i'm always crying.emotional cripple i am.
13. bought something: tampons.
14. sang: eh?no i dun think so.
15. eaten: of coz.
16. been kissed: -nods-
17. felt stupid: er.i dunnoe.haha.
18. wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't: nope.i go on and on abt how much i love my honey.
19. talked to an ex: nehhh.
20. talked to someone you have a crush on: i haven had a crush on anyone for a long long time (nate reminded me of tt fact.)
21. had a serious talk: yeps.a nice and serious one.
22. missed someone: of coz.
23. hugged someone: many times.
24. argued with a parent(s): nah.i hardly see them.
25. dreamt about someone you can't be with: i cant rem my dreams most of the time.

Do you:
26. like candles: love those huge ones.but i cant and wont pay tt kinda money for candles.
27. like company: stms.
28: believe in soul mates: not exactly.
29: believe in love at first sight: no.not at all.hate at first sight.yes.
30: believe in forgiveness: forgive but not forget.
31: want to get married: in a cream sequinned bustier gown.i always think abt my "wedding".
32: want to have kids: not yet i guess.2 the most.
33: ever want to adopt kids: i might.

personal:
34: who is your role model: i dun have a role model.
35: ever liked someone you can't be with: does edison chen count?
36: ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you: yeah.isnt tt natural?
37: cried over the opposite sex: many times.
38: your favorite physical appearance: clean.not tt short.not too fat or muscular.not too skinny.
39: are you happy with yourself: nahhhh.i nitto lose tt tummy.
40: what plans do you have for the future: get a degree.work.get married to someone i love.live happily just the 2 of us.den think abt kids.
41: who's your most trustworthy family member: see.the problem is.there're only 3 of us.
42: deep secret: not gonna tell.
43: embarrassing moments: grabbed someone's ass when i almost fell whilte crossing the bridge.

social life:
44: best girl friend(s): mun.angel.alene.linda.nate.percy.
45: best guy friend(s): eh.not best la.but close la.ah poh.gabe.
46: boyfriend/girlfriend: dennis low eng guang.
47: pager/cell: cell.mobile.hp.watever.
48: are you the center of attention or a wallflower: wallflower.
49: would you rather be with friends or on a date: i dunnoe.depends on wat i feel lyk.
50: job: intern.
51: like being around people: i dun lyk being ard most pple.

Describe/Tell :
52: three words that sum you up: bitchy.emotional.dependent.
53: jewellery worn daily: ring.earrings.navel stud.
54: wallet: flown in from hk by honey.
55: coffee: i dun take much coffee.iced latte or sth unblended.
56: shoes: hate em.
57: cologne/perfume: estee lauder.pleasures.
58: clothing you have on: np pe shirt.shorts.

yayy.
we're going for pc fair.
i'm so anticipating a HUMONGOUS crowd.
oh wells.
it's cheap stuff there.
wat can i ask for.
hopefully canon ixus is on sale or sth.
great if they throw in loads of freebies.
i need a shower.
i stink.
need a scrub.

i need a backrub baby.

the night pissed me off and made me happy.
first.
i have to apologize to mun.
i'm so sorry girl.
i'm a horrible fren aint i?
but well.
i'm glad i had some time with honey.
an hr isnt too short when you make the most outta it.
sat at the starry plc.
talked.
talked.
talked.
it's time lyk this tt will nvr leave my mind.
just lyk april 2003.
the two of us.
without a care abt the world.
it is the most romantic night out since forever.
but it aint the quantity tt matters.
it's the quality.
baby.
i shall learn to be less demanding.
i'll try to be less dependent.
all i want is for you to happy.
for me to be happy.
and for us to work things out no matter wat.
iloveyou.

just got home and i'm freakin tired.
slpt for abt 4hrs before heading to work.
work is so fuckingly boring.
i just have so much to complain abt the day.
today officially SUCKS cock man.
tea no.1 wasnt good.
lunch sucked.
tea no.2 sucked too.
fuck man.
i really hope i wake up to a better day.
i wanna go shoppin.
i wanna watch harry potter.
i wanna chill at home with company.
i wanna eat tub after tub of ice cream.
i wanna go to pc fair.

shut up jeannie.
stfu.
here comes a ripoff from angel's.

10 Years Ago, I...
1. looked lyk a boy.very much so.
2. was cheena lyk hell.
3. played in the pathetic sch band.
4. was a terror.

5 Years Ago, I...
1. din give a fuck abt anything in the world.
2. hung out with all the wrong pple.
3. hated everything in crescent besides the friends and the food.
4. got to noe pple who have become my closest friends.

3 Years Ago, I...
1. started growing up.mentally that is.
2. studied alot with my friends.
3. loved cooking at percy's plc.making a mess.
4. took the big o's.

A Year Ago, I...
1. got tgt with my honey.
2. din understand my honey.
3. got in touch with all my frens all over again.
4. was playing neopets.

This Year, I..
1. still dun really understand my honey.
2. spent alot of time with the girls.at least more than last year i think.
3. made my honey pissed at least 13452379591084599913 times.
4. learnt how to be a MAJOR hypocrite.

Yesterday, I....
1. had carlsberg with esther at the kpt opp zouk.
2. bought a top and 2 gstrings.
3. watched a fight outside far east with honey.
4. saw many ass cracks.hurs.

Today, I ....
1. sent my drunk honey home at abt 2am.
2. woke up at 6+ feeling lyk fuck.
3. was fucking pissed with everything i can think of.
4. am going to slp real early to a better day.

Tomorrow, I ....
1. have to work.
2. will try and enjoy the day.
3. wanna hug my honey when i see him.
4. am gonna bite him.

1) Ocean, river, or beach? beach.
2) Day or night? night.
3) Radio or T.V.? hmm.tough one.guess i'll chose tv.
4) Music or movies? movies.
5) Shots or wine? shots.many.
6) Mixed drinks or beer? mixed drinks.occasional beer is fine.
7) Blondes or brunettes? black hair.hot stuff man.
8) Boobs or ass? me?neither.but if i was a guy.prolly ass.
9) Arms or chest? arms.
10) Eyes or smile? smile.
11) Moon or sun? moon.
12) Stars or clouds? stars.
13) Walk or run? walk la.duh.
14) Swim or ski? i cant swim.so i'll chose ski.nvr did though.
15) Mountains or deserts? none.eeks.
16) Levis or corduroys? come on.levis of coz.
17) Square or circle? er.huh?
18) Fly or sail? fly.i cant swim rem?
19) Summer rain or winter snow? summer rain.i love summer.
20) Bar soap or body wash? body wash.the last time i used bar soap i was prolly 3yrs old.
21) Bidet or toilet paper? wat the hell is bidet?
22) Wood or carpet? parquet.
23) Short hair or long hair? shoulder length for me.if i was a guy i'd check out girls with short hair.haha.or long UNrebonded hair.
24) Tennis shoes or flip flops? flip flops.
25) Full backs or thongs? thongs thongs thongs!i cant stand panties.
26) Boxers or briefs? boxers la.
27) Sex in a car or in the mountains? car.tt's fucking kinky.
28) Sex in public or in the bedroom? bedroom.where it's nice and comfy.

SLEEP:

29) Sleep in pajamas or naked? naked.
30) Sleep with noise or silence? silence
31) Sleep on back, stomach or side? side.left side.
32) Hard or soft bed? not too soft not too hard.just not a water bed.
33) Fluffy pillow or a flat one? fluffy!
34) One pillow or two? many.5 wld be good.
35) No blankets or lots? lots.haha.i cant slp without a blanket.
36) Alone or next to someone? next to my someone.
37) When with someone, entwined or like spoons? entwined.tangled.

PEOPLE:

38) Superman or batman? batman.nice mobile.
39) Ginger or Mary-Anne? ginger.izzit gingerbread man?
40) Cat woman or poison ivy? cat woman la.
41) Brad Pitt or tom cruise? dont fancy either.
42) Demi moore or Pamela Anderson? demi moore.at least she has the seh.
43) Angelina jolie or meg ryan? meg ryan.
44) Snow White or Cinderella? princess!
45) Ariel or jasmine? jasmine.

WHICH IS WORSE?

46) Being paralyzed from the neck down or dying? paralyzed.
47) Freezing or burning to death? burning.i hate cold.
48) Bees or spiders? spiders.
49) Snakes or scorpions? snakes.at least i can outrun a scorpion
50) Being buried alive or falling off a cliff? buried alive.
51) Be stabbed or shot to death? stabbed.pls shoot me in the head if u want to.
52) Leaches or ticks? ticks.btw it's leeches.
53) Having to eat roaches or grubbs? -pukes-

PERSON WHO LAST:

54) gave you a compliment? i so cant rem.no one compliments me.
55) looked into your eyes? taxi uncle.
56) said they were sorry to you? some ang moh dude tt banged into me.
57) got drunk with you? ehhh.honey?i dunnoe.haha/
58) cried with you? cried with me?hmmm.i dunnoe.giggles.
59) listened to you? honey.honey.honey.
60) asked you for advice? niki natasha i think.
61) gave you advice? shrugs.
62) made something for you? PERcy!made me a brownie.
63) sent you a letter? some clerk frm np.my exam results.
64) gave you a phone call? honeybun!
65) saw you puke? honey.haha.
66) danced with you? my honey la.
67) gave you butterflies? no one else gives me butterflies.only 1.
68) made you smile? honey.
69) saw you naked? er.this is getting boring.-runs-.
70) tickled you? honey.when i said his phone is the god of all phones.
71) fought with you? honey.when i tickled him.
72) slept next to you? honey.
73) made you feel bad? honey.
74) made you feel great? honey.man.how many times have i typed "honey"?
75) got you to admit something you didnt want? er.i dunnoe.
76) gave you something? esther.gave me pangsai from thailand.
77) held your hand? honey.
78) gave you a hug? roaaarrrs.my honey.
79) gave you a kiss? honey.
80) told you they love you? honey.
81) you said I love you to? and omg.honey.hahahaha.

FINISH THE SENTENCE:
82) I am very... bored.
83) Guys are... idiots.they'd ditch their gfs for a football.hurs.kidding la.
84) Girls are... bitchy.
85) My parents... can be nuts.
86) I love... my honey.and my groupie.stms i love my parents.
87) My hair is... gross.
88) Id love to... get my pay asap.
89) I have to... go shopping before i bore myself to death.
90) When I die... i hope i end up somewhere nice.
91) I want... to spend money.
92) I wish... that my honey and i wld be happy happy.
93) I hope... that i noe the difference between wish and hope.
94) I miss... someone i just saw last night.
95) I hate... the fatty i work with.
96) My favorite memory... is of us.
97) I look for... my keys every morning.
98) I look up to... pple who excel in everyway.
99) I want to find... a god i can believe in.
100) I hope I get to see... the coral in maritius before i die.
101) I could meet anyone... if i was less anti social.
102) I am easily... angered.
103) Right now I really want... hug tt pig.
104) I am often... pissed at the littlest things.
105) If I could fight anyone... i'd slap the fat bitch 234728937429 times.
106) If I could be anyone... i wld still wanna be me.
107) If I had three wishes... i'd save them till i really need em.
where the hell is q108?
109) If the world was ending and you could save 3 people beside yourself who would it be... no one.i wldnt even wanna save myself.i dun wanna be in this world with allll the pple i love.
110) If I had 72 hrs to live I would... spend it with the loveliest pple.
112) I have always wanted to... drive a 2 door sports car.first i need the license.den i need the car.-hurs-

i'm so fucking bored outta my wits.
ROOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

been feeling shagged lyk hell for the past week.
i really need a magical night out to perk myself up.
i love spending time with the honey.
but more often than not.
time is spent waiting.
queuing.
waiting.
and.
i have said waiting?
not tt it's his fault.
it just tires me out.
arrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhh.
i just wanna stay home and watch vcds.
the two of us.
not waiting.
plenty of ice cream waiting for us.
no queuing.
-roars-
i'm becoming more life-less than the fatty i work with.

oh btw.
HAPPY BDAY BROV
so sorry i cant make it for ur chalet.

i wanna close u close.
look u in the eyes.
and tell you.
i'm so lucky to have you.
i love you like i've nvr loved anyone before.
you mean so so much to me.

so i woke up with a sorethroat and runny nose.
great.
tt reminds me i forgot all my medication yest.
great.
my poor baby is busy.
sighs.
he cld only slp at 3+ this morning.
missing him lyk crazy.
thank goodness i met up with a bunch of pple yest.
spent 5hrs at cali *bucks with diff pple.
and i just called to cancel tuition.
hurs.