my 2nd meal in 12 hrs was 3 slices of bread.
plus campbells.
the 1st meal was a sandwich.
omg.
the weather is so bad.
the amt of rain is amazing.
work was tired.
partly due to my horrible yesterday.
lousy lousy shitty day yesterday was.
but it made me realize alot of things.
made me think towards the good side.
my mind wonders too much.
i think nonsense too much.
i wldnt deny past experience made me lyk that.
but now is now.
and i cant flick out the wonderous mind of mine.
sighs.
alrites.
my.
i'm falling sick again.
yeah.
all thanx to the crappy weather.
was in the rain most of the day.
sighs.
not too good a day either.
when the weather sucks.
my mood kinda sucks too.
just got my ass back home.
think hon's really worried and pekcek abt it.
sorry dear.
i din noe it'll end so late.
no more ok?
dont worry i've been good.
fucking long day it's been.
the sweetheart was here.
love it when it's warm in bed without the comforter.
just
you keeping me warm.
met brov later.
omfg.
she owes me big man.
i got home till late all because of her.
i'll be waiting for my seafood dinner man.
and i'm bringing my honey alrite.
gonna make her real real broke.
hurhurhur.
nights all.
need my beauty slp.
been meeting a whole load of ol' fwens.
feels great.
all the catching up and bitching kicks ass.
anyway.
mun --) miss ya man.
pls come back and let's bitch.
abt u-noe-who.
hee.
gonna be busy these few days boy.
good in a way.
:]
everyone has their fair share of insecurities.
but i seem to have a bigger piece of the pie.
i dont feel attractive.
i feel ugly.
i'm so caught up with my crappy moods.
fuck this.
coughing my lungs out.
wonder if it'll ever go away.
head is pounding.
i have no idea why.
i'm so hungry.
i'm craving for potatoes.
i nitto go ntuc.
nitto stock up on the bare essentials.
omg.
i aint slping yet coz i was playing gb.
wtf.
hooked.
addicted.
stuck.
need my beauty slp now.
or i'll look lyk a cute lil panda.
man.
i wanna be a boy.
forever and ever.
puiz.
i need a smoke.
badly.
and i need retail therapy big time.
omfg.
i'm just so fucking bored.........................
infernal affairs 3 kick ass man.
tt is if u have watched 1 and 2 and totally understood them.
den part 3 wld make sense.
great show.
nice day.
but i feel lyk crying.
and i'm gonna lie in bed.
sulks.
need my tummy rub.
bad.