across oceans and over skies.

been a long time since i did one of this nonsense.
just wanna see how things have changed.
haha.

1. wishing: to strike toto so i dont have to worry abt going to study.
2. after this: meeting derrick for meatballs at ikea.
3. talking to: myself.
4. fetishes: men in uniform.nicely cut abs and biceps.
5. some favorite movies: i dont even remember the last show i watched.
6. something you're looking forward to: spending time with the boy this weekend.
7. last thing you ate: snowskin green t mooncake.
8. something you're afraid of: shit happening (read: again).
9. some favorite foods: chinatown porridge.californian handroll.ihop.
10. something -or someone- you wish you could understand better: way toooo many.
11. miss someone you haven't seen in a long time: yes.very much.

in the last 24 hrs have you:
12. cried: nope.
13. bought something: nope.for 16 of the past 24hrs i was on a plane.then for the next 5 i was in bed.tt makes 21.and i spent 3 on the com and my psp.
14. sang: nope.but yes before tt.sammi and i were singing to the laptop in sebby's room.
15. eaten: chicken breast with potatoes x 1.original glazed krispie kremes x 2.cup noodles x 1.lor mai kai x 2.strawberries x n.green t mooncake x 2.(tt's motherfucking alot.)
16. been kissed: no leh.sulks.
17. felt stupid: yup.when i spilt singapore sling on someone's brand new white polo tee.
18. wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't: nope.i did.
19. talked to an ex: nopes.
20. talked to someone you have a crush on: er.no.
21. had a serious talk: quite a serious one.abt where to move in shitney.
22. missed someone: very much.
23. hugged someone: nope.
24. argued with a parent(s): nope.havent seen them in the past 24hrs.wait.in the past week i think.
25. dreamt about someone you can't be with: yeah.john from desperate housewives.

Do you:
26. like candles: yup.
27. like company: depends on who.
28: believe in soul mates: starting to.
29: believe in love at first sight: a lil.
30: believe in forgiveness: yes.but forgiving doesnt equate to forgetting.
31: want to get married: very much so.and no at the same time.
32: want to have kids: i love kids.
33: ever want to adopt kids: nope.but well.we'll see.

personal:
34: who is your role model: no one.dont believe in tt crap.
35: ever liked someone you can't be with: the abercrombie guy at 5th ave nyc.
36: ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you: yup.wanted to murder someone.
37: cried over the opposite sex: rolls eyes.
38: your favorite physical appearance: fit.tall.
39: are you happy with yourself: i just need to lose like 3kg.from the tum.
40: what plans do you have for the future: it's very dark.darkdarkdark.
41: who's your most trustworthy family member: me!
42: deep secret: plenty.
43: embarrassing moments: manymany.

social life:
44: best girl friend(s): i dont do besties.
45: best guy friend(s): got aplenty.
46: boyfriend/girlfriend: naymien.
47: pager/cell: 9841 xxxx
48: are you the center of attention or a wallflower: a lil bit of both.
49: would you rather be with friends or on a date: both.i like to not pay for dinner and drinks.but i love to hang out with my bitches.
50: job: tt one.
51: like being around people: hardly.

Describe/Tell :
52: three words that sum you up: no-nonsense.emotional.sucker.
53: jewellery worn daily: ring.navel stud.
54: wallet: black patent leather kate spade.
55: coffee: nope.
56: shoes: dont wear much shoes.
57: cologne/perfume: currently.issey miyake the new one.
58: clothing you have on: navy shorts.vietnamese singlet.

i realized alot have changed.
growing up man.
growing older.
dammit.

just came back from la.
had a blast.
for once i didnt shop in the states.
not even target.
busy hanging out with seb and the rest hunting for apts.
it was like a flippin' holiday.

my birthday came and went.
had a blast too.
drank way too much.
partied way too hard.
but it was nice.
long long time once.

actually
i've been going out too much.
my room's a mess
everything in my life is pretty much a mess.
got almost 4days off.
need to straighten out a couple of stuff.
tt'd be good for me.

shitney again after this!
whooooopeeee.